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P L A Y

by Jennifer Lopez

I could wait all night and day to go to a party sit down and wait
Give my request to the DJ 'cause my song he's gotta play
And when I hear that beat, I get my body up out my seat
I grab a guy and move my feet, he's playin my song

Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on

Play, Come on Dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
(DJ just play that song)
Just turn it up and turn me on

Dj just play that song
'Cause I wanna be dancin' all night long
Just play my, play my, play my, play my, play my favorite song

I dont care if everybody's gone, turn it up cuz it turns me on
Keep dancin all night long, feels so right that it can't be wrong
I get chills up and down my spine whenever I hear that song of mine
When it stops better press rewind, let me hear it one more time!

Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on

Play, Come on Dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
(DJ just play that song)
'Cause I wanna be dancin' all night long

Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on

Play, Come on Dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
(DJ just play that song)
'Cause I wanna be dancin' all night long

I just wanna dance, is that a crime?
Alright then
Oh, uh, oh
(Yeah that's the hottness right here)

Play, come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on

(Play play play)
Play
Common play that song (Now mr. DJ)
Play it all night long (I've ask you three times)
Dj just play that song
Just turn it up and turn me on
(Play my mother ****ing song)

Play
Common dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
Dj just play my song (turn it up, turn it up)
Cause I want to be dancing all night long (turn it up, turn it up)

Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on

Y O U T U B E L O V E

potter puppet pals!

PLAY by Jennifer Lopez

P R O F I L E

me myself and i :D

hello :D my name is benjamin or minmin. Minmin loves his piano, his lappy and his xiiaoP--psp, although lately he is far more caring for the lappy. minmin is absolute fan of jin bora, who by the way is extremely hot if you didn't know. but now you do, so good for you yeah. Minmin currently working in Mrs.Chua's Piano Centre as a junior piano teacher.

T W E N T Y
RANDOM FACTS

well, i am 20 years old, aren't i?

ONE person i am now, actually. Single single single. TWO many work to do so might not be updating blogs Every single day, yeah. THREE-passing my blog is actually forbidden so leave a message, thank you. FOUR subjects i am taking in school, i wanted to get all A's for them! But i failed eventually. FIVE stars for Avatar movie! SIX days busy, 1 day rest. How bad is that D: SEVEN - 7 good friends, 4 close friends, 1 Best friend. EIGHT hours are my sleeping times a day :D NINE - i wished that i can go to Japan, Korea, China, Paris, New York after 9 years from now ! TEN - sushi, donuts, steak, chicken chop, spaghetti, sandwishes, steam fish, black forest cakes, chocolates! ELEVEN - swimming, badminton, ice-skating, cycling, basketball, gaming, online, piano, chatting, movies, reading! TWELVE October is actually my Birthday :D THIRTEEN - i want a nice snooker cue and car and stuffs ! FOURTEEN - i loves friendly friends~ FIFTEEN - go all over the world after 15 years from now! SIXTEEN peoples i have for my link now, is it so little in amount >.SEVENTEEN is my sweetest age of my life. :] EIGHTEEN is my perfect age of my life. :] NINETEEN is my most boring life.. TWENTY yeah, i am now Twenty years old. So what?

T O D O L I S T

this should be useful

#_get used to the rubik cubes and improve to advance level
#_improve my HoN skill
#_meet all the friends i hope to meet
#_get a happy New Year
#_get more friends
#_hangout with friends again asap
#_improve my life to better joyful life
#_get into University Malaya if i can
#_be with the one i actually love..

T A G B O A R D

yakkity yak yak

Fvcked up.

12:19:00 AM - Monday, September 28, 2009

i dont know i should or not.
i dont want it to be end.
but i dont know what is she really thinking.
what if she doesnt mind that im not a part of her life,
looks like what she need is just him, thats all.

chatted w/ ex today, in a half-drunk state.
we were like chatting well, like we used to last time.
but after i get know of something, i felt disappointed and heartbroken.
and yet jealous and i dontknow what kind of feelings i got.

looked at the fon for a long time again, wonder if i should message her.
to apologise what i have said, what i have done.
im regretted, yet maybe i should do it.
if i really appreciate this bff, i shouldnt do that, and i should step out for repair our relationship, right..?

but what i really need now?
i dont know.

What have i done..what i should dO

5:04:00 PM - Sunday, September 27, 2009

I wonder if i did the right things .
Everything that include friendship n relationship around me and which involved me are so complicated .

first of all, i realised and i finally know that, friendship really doesnt stick forever, no matter who is the person .
since today, i finally know .
coz i heard alot of storys from friends and finally get a few of the answers i always searching for .
and i experienced some problems w/ the best friend i ever had .

and, next, is relationship.
after a long deep thinking [meditation], i finally saw something.
the love around me is just stupid .
who i love will never love me back,
but a few who i doesnt love is loving me .
Why is that so ?

and maybe its fun for other but not me.
i actually suffer a long time .
and finally i decided and i will try my best to put her down .
from my life n my heart .
but i dont know i can, or not .
i love her so much .
i willing to sacrifice myself to let her be happy if she can.
but i always failed to do so .
and we are so far apart.
promised her to take care of her.
but i cant do it .
what i s'pose to do now .
please, someone , guide me, tell me, am i doing the right things now ?

Science Project [ biology ]

2:25:00 AM - Saturday, September 26, 2009

Lately really not in best mood, but oways covered up when out w/ friends.
so its kinda bad for me actually.

Okay, postpost some sku project for let you all seesee =x
its a biology project, get 25 insects with different group like 5 different group of insects, catch them alive, then kill them by formaline/chloroform and then put in oven or 7 days,
then put them in a box made ourself, then hand in.
but we actully habent done.
and..
dun blame me i noe its so bad to kill them >.> haihhs.
I DUWAN OsO oNe LorRs. *sorry sorry pray..*

frens too bored [include me] and made a robot man and few swords to play.
this is actually the place to put insect =x

LOLz,another variation =x

See he sotsot jor ==" hahas.

Girls so hardwork waaa n i just take pic =x

duno wad they doinks -.-

this one is i kill one and open it nicely .
sorry dude >.>

and some moth and bees.

this is the oven[old] we're using.

labs. small wa?

and see, theres ALOT of insects inside .
of coz it smells REALLY bad.

divided..

3:27:00 AM - Wednesday, September 23, 2009

i somehow feels like we are seperating into few groups .
why we cant just like last time, party n play like before ,
i wonder what WILL happen in the next new year .
but i had guessed the outcome .
wont be a big group but alot of group will be , i think .

Life is just like that, isnt it?
some people close to one because he/she is benefit .
some people close to one because he/she is handsome/pretty .
some is because they are rich,
some is for love,
some is just stick,
some is just for fun in life,
a little is for true friendship i Guess.

Why is that so? isit because people's thinking IS changing when they're growing up?
or what??
why some people's life just so Nice, but some is just sucks, like me.?

i missed alot of best friendS in the past.
and i kinda understand y friends does not stick forever. maybe she's right.
no one friends is for-ever ..

思念..

1:18:00 AM - Monday, September 21, 2009

我以为其实我对我的生命中一个很重要的人已经没有了感觉。
但是不知为何,今天和朋友去了Awana Kijal Resort 玩玩,
之后呢又和朋友一大班喝茶玩玩兜兜风和讨论派对的东西,
总觉得还少了一样东西..回家的路上想了想才知道,
原来是少了她的陪伴..

她对我来说真的,真的是蛮重要的..
不知为何,那个心就是好像不在身体里..
难道我还没有拿回来吗？
为什么我这么傻..
明知道相信“我永远爱你”的人是很傻的..
因为从恋人相互碰到，直到心碎分离都不会超过2年..

口口声声说没有她没有关系,
其实自欺欺人不是一个好主意吧?
天天天，救命！！

没有了她的这段日子里,
其实还不是很好过..
我真的很想念她,但是当她回到来的时候,
却没有勇气去面对她..

为什么我会沦落到这种地步..? =.="

鱼鱼，真的很对不起..
或许真的，我不是那一个属于你的..
你说过会让我得到幸福，
可是我找不到那一个我需要的幸福..
那一个在回忆里多么令人难忘的幸福..

虽然我们的日子过得挺辛苦的,
偷偷摸摸的,真的不是很舒服..
但是当你在我的身边时,就是有一种放心的感觉..
可能这只是一个一天的思念而已..

但就是很奇怪..

都知道不可能..
虽然说时间是用来等人,
我还是很白痴对吧..?

真不知道自己在想什么..

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anyway.. post some pictureS up for ue guys bahs.
duwanna be so EMO lately.

this is the resort RoomS if im NOT wrong ..

this is the pool + open restaurant . Look Nice rite ?

this DAMNED coke cost me RM6 ..
OMG I CANT BELIEVE IT !!

friendSfriend, got few of it but i just post One up .
they gotta kill me if they saw this.
>.<

aniiway, kinda fun for today .
and sorry for people who i felt sorry to them.
SORRY～～
and i hope the people who Fainted in the resort today is Okay now.
God bless..
>.< CPR failed to wake him up sia, and the angmorrr's face is so red doing so long like 5 minutes CPR to him but failed.
sh!t .. i wished i can do somethings but not just stand there felt sorry.
sighx. im so useless .__.

happy days for ue all :]

and..

Happy Raya Aidilfitri to all Malay friends :D

what should i say..?

12:53:00 AM - Thursday, September 17, 2009

im a fool.
waiting the things that i know it wont be true in the future, never.
close to the things that i know it will hurt me alot, all the times.

I guessed if i died, no one cares also.
maybe i can save up oxygen in the world, not bad too.

so strong in front of everyone;
so weak in the place where i got alone.

wonder why i got so sick of life.
but who cares.

13年後的蠟筆小新-小白的最後

4:32:00 PM - Monday, September 14, 2009

I really thought i could hold back the tears,
but just thinking of my dog in the past the tears just wont stop.
What a stupid man i am.
but, what i got from the video is,
Every owner should treasure the time with their companion.
To them, we are everything.

Enjoyable daY

12:08:00 AM - Sunday, September 13, 2009

Alot of things happened in a day or two.
kinda dragging me to the death.
WHY IS MY LIFE SO SICK ?!?!

AND THESE FEW DAYS IS SO HOT.
so i went check whether the pool is okay,
and YES IT IS,

so i decided to bring my brothers to go swim,
and guess what, my parent wanna go too,
so its a family outing :D

LONG TIME NEVER OUT W/ PARENT w/ Activity lor.
Funfuns.

..................................................................................................

*toopidd sister and brother :D*

*guess who's this?*

*and who's this ?*

*mom and dad is so sweet lor >.<*

*actually dad is teaching mom how to Float*

*and Mom is eventually SUCCESS ! grats~*

*hahas, wanna pic sister, then brother came in >.>*

*brother's like, what ? wanna fight?*

*so cool? what ue looking >.>?*

*LOLz, wad ue doing bro? =.="?*

*Bathsbathss*

*Chey, act cool <.<*

*we're the last cust. the pool after we all get up. so calm.*

*Nice view right? my photo skill are not bad :D*

*they eating the MoonCake. EESH I WANT ALSO!*

*and ahha, no any of my picture. i then found out -.- only me who get so tired coz i swim nonstop for an hours and so i get up earlier and rest . since i bored, so i took all those picture :D Hahas.*

at night, out w/ friends and cousin for supper again.
xD

*my drink is soursop soda. kinda taste like coconut tonic >.>*
*and mango pudding and french fries :D wahahas. my cousin drink is vanilla coffee. she loves that so much i wonder why >.>*

and i took only one :D kinda forget actually to take other.
well, eventually the emotion is not gone, eventually at night it rush out onto my mind,
and i breakdown.
whatevers.

To Joyce again.

2:18:00 AM - Saturday, September 12, 2009

i know it is hurt.
he made the decision,
and you have to accept it,
because you love him.

if you think you are a burden to him,
you are actually not,
because you did gave him the happiness,
and the memory which is just precious.

i know, words cannot express the grief one feels when one loses love.
then again, wise words can heal wounds and help us reflect on the tragedy.
love is never lost. if not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.
and you have to learn that.

love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.
this is what love is being. it can be your best, yet it can be your worst.
it better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
since it is happened so.

i know i have no condition for everything i did.
i know i always being hilarious and stupid,
but i just want you to be happy,
that's all.

just like my best fairytale with Felicia Grace,
eventually, i never patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again
and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new.
what is broken is broken --
and i'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as i lived.
because eventually, i understand that, the hottest love has the coldest end.

love never dies a natural death.
it dies because we don't know how to replenish its source.
it dies of blindness and errors and betrayals.
it dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.

i am not really great in consoling people,
but i hope at least i did some for you.
and you can still have him as your friends,
or maybe one day you two can be back together.

so no matter what happen, life goes on.
you should continue your life, even without him.
sorry if i am just nothing,
but i am always here for you.

take care..

regards.
Benjamin.

Crappy Normalls Day

12:11:00 AM - Wednesday, September 9, 2009

12am is kinda my blogging times . well .
update somethings boring again for today .
it s'pose to be a BUSY day but i spoiled it . >.<

back from sku, was like so tired, wonder why,
so i try not to sleep coz 4.30pm - 7.pm is my piano class today.
but eventually i missed my practical time , coz i fell asleep,

went to there at 5.30pm, and my teacher told me that my friend,
YingShuang, said that:

Aiyah that ben must be sleeping one lahs, oso not the first time already.

i was like. Ehhs, -.- sorry lor tired okay. and lying on bed to wait from 3pm to 4.30 is so long lor. XD
wahaha.

Btw,

today morning, got to sku, when i putting on the sunblock equipment for my car,

someone open my car and throw in a prezzie for me. and close and then go away.
i was like , HEY WAIT, what is all this about? Its not my Birthday LEHS ! o.o"
i saw the girl was like keep it ! its for you, bye! and go away like that .
HUHS?
and im late so i dun care of it .

so when i got back home, i saw the prezzie, its like,
obviously .. it is ..

A CUP ! but not bad , i love the design . :D hahas.

well, o.o told my parent i got another prezzie from a girl today in sku.
they was like, eh son, since when ue got so popular?
hahas, She is My "Daughter" . wahahas.
-.- but i duno y i got so famous in sku.
im not SUPER handsome and not TALL also.
hmm , maybe im ET in my sku, who knows.

zz.
message w/ Joyce and Ahhdumbbs today, but i wanna do some homework and cousin come over, so i dint really reply ahhdumbbs and she know also la . SORRY luhhs fishy, talk to you next time lor. >.<

:D and Joyce is like Abit okay already but i know she is just hiding everything.
i cant feel the joyness from her anymore.
even message anythgs like we used to last time, its different .
i dun dare to message much ..
i dont know what to do .

i cant just like that, like nothings is happened when it WAS happened.

haihs.. life's complicated don't ue guys think so ?
got scholarship, like bout' RM1000++ .. Not bad oso lahs. :D

well, thats ToDays~~ :D sorry for boring post . until next post .

LONG post . hiaks.

12:04:00 AM - Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Alright, have to post somethings up, if not a few people will be not happy. [lolz]

well, recently out w/ cousin at night for some release and escape from the tie of those sad things in my mind. Everything seems so wrong in my life. Uhs.

aniiway, when i driving to fetch brothers..

[ Can y'all saw the Rainbow? well i took the picture when im driving =x bit dangerous but yeah used to it already. thats is not as danger as ..... =X hahs.]

and when we going for our supper...

[ Guess whose hands is this ? :D ]
{ love the wristband :D thanks AhhDumbbs bought me that :D }

during supper..

Bread w/ Curry Chicken !

[ this is French Toast =x two toasted bread with peanut butter inside and Honey and butter for topping. kinda my Fave :D opps i ate it already :D too bad]

[ simple but nice. Simplicity . ]

well, studies and piano and tiffs w/ friends and Joyce afterwards,
i tot i had lost my BFF like that, talked to Maomao. She solved my puzzles always.
Love ya loads ~ *i noe ue gonna kill me if ue see this*
wanted to msg her, but things will surely get worse if i did. so i put my handphone aside.

wondering whole night about alot of things like..
who and what i actually are in the tortoise's heart and mind.and how is Farah n dumbFish, and some other stuff.
and thats yesterday !

*#*#*#*#*#*

Today, i got so bored, practice piano whole day long since that Fish go hunt her treasure at Shopping Complex.
gotta get Distinction in the Final Grade for both practical and theory.
no matter what, i MUST Pass ~ .. die also must get the Cert. in my hand next year.
HUAT AHS.

checked blogs in the morning, founds tortoise message. well i got so glad and happy but ..
ahhs, duwanna say thgs out personally.
:] and bought some magazine to read, teach brother for his UPSR exam.

*Wish him and all of the UPSR participant*

*All the BEST*

*Good luck and God bless you all.*

well, thats all for now i think.
Missed fishy, farah, tortoise, friends, and all the precious sweet memories of mine.

.......................................................

Joyce : i kinda believe you will check my blog when ur online each times. or maybe its just my believes. I dont know but, i think ur still the same depress, sadness, tears, and stuff right. im really , really worried you all the times. I prayed for you all the times, like you did for me [ or not ] , Hope things got alright aSaP. and , i miss you a lot. and Sorry for everything.

Ahhdumbb : hahas, ue dint buy me what i want !! so bad. duwanna choi you lerhs. )): hahas, knew you are lack of times lahs, so next time i go find you YOU BETTER BE CAREFUL . XD lolz, when ue online do tell me ya, dumb. -.- lasy on lohs everytime i online ur not there one. wondering y ue so dislike to online, so weird one. eesh. dumb jiu shi dumb. =x

Farah : if you got to my blog, do tell me how about you ya, via Tagboard or SMS or Email. ue look so busy. uhhs. :] wish ue the best.

Tracy : Well, ur so mysterious for me . o.o hmm, hope to hear from you soon. if ue can, do leave me some ways that i can contact you more :D wonder if i can but i hope to know you more and be good friends :D

all long replies and just for a few peoples :D
i know i very "LONG-GAS" LOLz.

Failure.

12:48:00 AM - Monday, September 7, 2009

Seriously.
I hate myself.
such a mutthaphuckka that i cant even did what i promise.
im just a loser.

sorry, update shall be postpone. i got totally Gone and so Lost to update.
what i can't believe is i eventually shed tears , because of her.
whatever.

Uncertain mood..

12:02:00 AM - Sunday, September 6, 2009

i got whole day and night worried of her,
unable to sleep well, prayed for her,
Holy-sh!T mode [The craziest ringtone in Max.vol. mode] of my fon for her,
message her all the way, but she never replied any one of them.
until afternoon, got to blog to see if anyone leave me message,
and saw that message.

wonder why i got so much worried of her.
maybe she IS really the VeryMost Important Person in my life.
i feels great when she contact me,
feels down when she is depressed.

i want her to be happy all the time.
no matter what.
Wish that she is able to get through it,
and get back of the one she LoveS.

i will always be here, and i wait for your any replies in any ways.
Just hope to hear you soon, so thats mean that things go alright already.
and i know its stupid to write what is so personal of me in here,
but i dont know why, i type it out.
whatever.

*Pray..*

####

what about me?
recently waiting for holidays,
wonder why i got so lasy to go for studies nowadays.
my mind is just full of crap.
like..

Online,
Chat,
Sleep,
Eat,
Wugui,
Farah,
Ahdumbbs,
Piano,
Future,
and Alot else but not studies.

worried all kinds of stuff like how Farah gets when she got to the new place for new life,
how i s'pose to get my brother to have FULL-concentrate for his UPSR exam. *prayprays*
how to cheer tortoise up but she doesnt able to contact me, well, Pray is the only way for me now? uhs,
how to get my mind concentrate in my piano and studies,
how to let my ahhdumbbs oways :] also.
and how how how for ALOT of craps.
anyone HELP ME PUH-LEASEEE..

and, i hope things and life can get better and better, but not worse and worse like now.
im now abit sick anyway.. will try my best to take care of myself, so dunch get so worry of me :D

and oh ya, Ahhdumbbs, Sorry for not posting anythings much for you since we talked alot everyday.
and, you know what i said to you, so why ue still want to get on?
maybe we should have a break.
i dont wanna Hurt anyone anymore.
im sorry. lets talk it tomorrow after you see this.

,.,,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,..,.,.,.,.,.,,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,

well, i found out my blog nowadays is
FULL of SADNESS

right huhs? *nods.*

and remember to TAG me. =x will have a post-tag-replys w/ the picture post soon.

All the best..

For the royale b!tchies

3:10:00 PM - Friday, September 4, 2009

ehhs, err..
Kinda told you all what i wannt to tell you here via msg =.="
so ..

Dun so sad bahhs, things will be alright. :D
i will Pray for you , hope it work like what ue prayed for me :D
You are not alone, dere's still alot of friends and ur Bimbo and
Me :D
Remember that im always here for you no matter what .
alrite?

i always put things between us in a VIP place in my heart always,
from the day i met you, until now .
how many years ady ..
do you still remember how we met?
:]

i kinda miss you sometimes, missed our times,
message, talk in fon, and stuffSs.
you are an Incredible , Joyful person to me.
well, i cant imagine how my life will be without you .
>,<

lolz, SO..
DUN OWAYS )): lar.
DUN GO SNIFF GLUE
DUN GO SMOKE
DUN GO DO THGS THAT IS HARMFUL TO UE LA.
UE ScARE DEATH, SO PROLONG UR LIFE LA .
i worry you lor .__.
haihhs.

Remember im always here no matter what .
ALRITE?
<33 love yaas; :D

Memorial , Sorry .

1:54:00 AM - Wednesday, September 2, 2009

hey..
Farah ..

Do you remember how we met?
I'm kind of person who believes in fate,
so that i think this is meant to be.
You may take it as a joke though.

Maybe there is only a certain range we can get so far.
I don't know why, no matter how you work hard, i can't.
I can't be like the day we met, so cheerful, so happy.
Like I'm me, myself.

Now I'm just like a different person.
Although you finds that I'm just like me, but it's all not the truth.
Im hiding my feels, my souls, my heart.
Sealed it, and go on with it.

I don't think Farah will forgive me for what I've done.
I will never forget the days, the 6 months we spent together.
But no matter what, Farah is still my hero.
Now, and Forever.

How many people are there who knows of Farah,
How many people are there who are better than me.
I'm always a nobody for my close one,
I wants to find my happiness, somewhere around me.

Although the distance between us is getting far and faraway.
Where you are now, is the safest place in the VIP area.
There is nothing that can hurt you so far,
and you are able to defend and move on yourself, right?

Life.. is to keep going forward even though you are being pulled backwards.
Being pulled backwards doesn't make you stupid.
As long as you keep moving forward..
Promise me, can you?

Why can't dream and reality bring happiness to our lives?
I still don't understand..
But, what happened that day,
Still remains in my heart..

The two of us chasing after our dreams together.
I will never forget that shiny moment.
Forever, and ever ..
I will be with you, in your heart..

I hope it is not too late to say that,
Good bye,
I love you.

.:[:[ HearT ]:]:.

A R C H I V E S

wasting my life away

June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
April 2010
June 2010
September 2010
October 2010
June 2011

A F F I L I A T E S

i am anti-social, yeah.

angelina~
Annie~
Cheapmixedtees
FairyTalesOnceTold..
Felicia Grace
Hui Ern
Joyce
kiskis~
KomodoJoyce
Mimi~
Liangyee
Lih.
Milingki
Reniex
REENster
Vermilion
VyΣΝ~
Xping
+weiren

C R E D I TS

the idiot who spent forever on this skin

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