i know it is hurt.
he made the decision,
and you have to accept it,
because you love him.
if you think you are a burden to him,
you are actually not,
because you did gave him the happiness,
and the memory which is just precious.
i know, words cannot express the grief one feels when one loses love.
then again, wise words can heal wounds and help us reflect on the tragedy.
love is never lost. if not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.
and you have to learn that.
love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.
this is what love is being. it can be your best, yet it can be your worst.
it better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
since it is happened so.
i know i have no condition for everything i did.
i know i always being hilarious and stupid,
but i just want you to be happy,
that's all.
just like my best fairytale with Felicia Grace,
eventually, i never patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again
and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new.
what is broken is broken --
and i'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as i lived.
because eventually, i understand that, the hottest love has the coldest end.
love never dies a natural death.
it dies because we don't know how to replenish its source.
it dies of blindness and errors and betrayals.
it dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.
i am not really great in consoling people,
but i hope at least i did some for you.
and you can still have him as your friends,
or maybe one day you two can be back together.
so no matter what happen, life goes on.
you should continue your life, even without him.
sorry if i am just nothing,
but i am always here for you.
take care..
regards.
Benjamin.
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P L A Y
by Jennifer Lopez
I could wait all night and day to go to a party sit down and wait
Give my request to the DJ 'cause my song he's gotta play
And when I hear that beat, I get my body up out my seat
I grab a guy and move my feet, he's playin my song
Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
Play, Come on Dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
(DJ just play that song)
Just turn it up and turn me on
Dj just play that song
'Cause I wanna be dancin' all night long
Just play my, play my, play my, play my, play my favorite song
I dont care if everybody's gone, turn it up cuz it turns me on
Keep dancin all night long, feels so right that it can't be wrong
I get chills up and down my spine whenever I hear that song of mine
When it stops better press rewind, let me hear it one more time!
Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
Play, Come on Dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
(DJ just play that song)
'Cause I wanna be dancin' all night long
Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
Play, Come on Dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
(DJ just play that song)
'Cause I wanna be dancin' all night long
I just wanna dance, is that a crime?
Alright then
Oh, uh, oh
(Yeah that's the hottness right here)
Play, come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
(Play play play)
Play
Common play that song (Now mr. DJ)
Play it all night long (I've ask you three times)
Dj just play that song
Just turn it up and turn me on
(Play my mother ****ing song)
Play
Common dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
Dj just play my song (turn it up, turn it up)
Cause I want to be dancing all night long (turn it up, turn it up)
Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
Y O U T U B E L O V E
potter puppet pals!
PLAY by Jennifer Lopez
:D
P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
hello :D my name is benjamin or minmin. Minmin loves his piano, his lappy and his xiiaoP--psp, although lately he is far more caring for the lappy. minmin is absolute fan of jin bora, who by the way is extremely hot if you didn't know. but now you do, so good for you yeah. Minmin currently working in Mrs.Chua's Piano Centre as a junior piano teacher.
T W E N T Y
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 20 years old, aren't i?
ONE person i am now, actually. Single single single. TWO many work to do so might not be updating blogs Every single day, yeah. THREE-passing my blog is actually forbidden so leave a message, thank you. FOUR subjects i am taking in school, i wanted to get all A's for them! But i failed eventually. FIVE stars for Avatar movie! SIX days busy, 1 day rest. How bad is that D: SEVEN - 7 good friends, 4 close friends, 1 Best friend. EIGHT hours are my sleeping times a day :D NINE - i wished that i can go to Japan, Korea, China, Paris, New York after 9 years from now ! TEN - sushi, donuts, steak, chicken chop, spaghetti, sandwishes, steam fish, black forest cakes, chocolates! ELEVEN - swimming, badminton, ice-skating, cycling, basketball, gaming, online, piano, chatting, movies, reading! TWELVE October is actually my Birthday :D THIRTEEN - i want a nice snooker cue and car and stuffs ! FOURTEEN - i loves friendly friends~ FIFTEEN - go all over the world after 15 years from now! SIXTEEN peoples i have for my link now, is it so little in amount >.SEVENTEEN is my sweetest age of my life. :] EIGHTEEN is my perfect age of my life. :] NINETEEN is my most boring life.. TWENTY yeah, i am now Twenty years old. So what?
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
#_get used to the rubik cubes and improve to advance level
#_improve my HoN skill
#_meet all the friends i hope to meet
#_get a happy New Year
#_get more friends
#_hangout with friends again asap
#_improve my life to better joyful life
#_get into University Malaya if i can
#_be with the one i actually love..
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
To Joyce again.
2:18:00 AM - Saturday, September 12, 2009
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
April 2010
June 2010
September 2010
October 2010
June 2011
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
angelina~
Annie~
Cheapmixedtees
FairyTalesOnceTold..
Felicia Grace
Hui Ern
Joyce
kiskis~
KomodoJoyce
Mimi~
Liangyee
Lih.
Milingki
Reniex
REENster
Vermilion
VyΣΝ~
Xping
+weiren