每个女生心里都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友你们可能相爱过，
你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
也许为了自己的前程，她没有要你等她。
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。
不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
她有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望她追到。
她遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮她，不会计较谁又欠了谁。
男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和她只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。
每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心她，总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做她的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样，你还是知道，她永远会关心你的。
做不成男女朋友，当她那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？
很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，
这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。
因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。
有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的......
关于爱情：
不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有就是最好的。
不要认为我还年轻，可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的。
不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情是可以和你一起坐火车的。
不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们致富。
不要因为父母反对而放弃，你会发现这个原因而放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨。
其实，对于爱情，越单纯越幸福！一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的。
经历的太多了，会麻木，分离多了，会习惯，换恋人多了，会比较，到最后你会不再相信爱情，你会自暴自弃，你会毫无生气，你会行尸走肉，你会与一个你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子···
所以牵好的手就不要轻易放开，说过的话就不要轻易收回，承诺过的人就不要轻易忘记···
有些人，有些事，既然发生了。就注定是你一生的回忆···
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P L A Y
by Jennifer Lopez
I could wait all night and day to go to a party sit down and wait
Give my request to the DJ 'cause my song he's gotta play
And when I hear that beat, I get my body up out my seat
I grab a guy and move my feet, he's playin my song
Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
Play, Come on Dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
(DJ just play that song)
Just turn it up and turn me on
Dj just play that song
'Cause I wanna be dancin' all night long
Just play my, play my, play my, play my, play my favorite song
I dont care if everybody's gone, turn it up cuz it turns me on
Keep dancin all night long, feels so right that it can't be wrong
I get chills up and down my spine whenever I hear that song of mine
When it stops better press rewind, let me hear it one more time!
Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
Play, Come on Dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
(DJ just play that song)
'Cause I wanna be dancin' all night long
Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
Play, Come on Dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
(DJ just play that song)
'Cause I wanna be dancin' all night long
I just wanna dance, is that a crime?
Alright then
Oh, uh, oh
(Yeah that's the hottness right here)
Play, come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
(Play play play)
Play
Common play that song (Now mr. DJ)
Play it all night long (I've ask you three times)
Dj just play that song
Just turn it up and turn me on
(Play my mother ****ing song)
Play
Common dj play that song
You know that it turns me on
Dj just play my song (turn it up, turn it up)
Cause I want to be dancing all night long (turn it up, turn it up)
Play, Come on play that song
Play it all night long
Just turn it up and turn me on
Y O U T U B E L O V E
potter puppet pals!
PLAY by Jennifer Lopez
:D
P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
hello :D my name is benjamin or minmin. Minmin loves his piano, his lappy and his xiiaoP--psp, although lately he is far more caring for the lappy. minmin is absolute fan of jin bora, who by the way is extremely hot if you didn't know. but now you do, so good for you yeah. Minmin currently working in Mrs.Chua's Piano Centre as a junior piano teacher.
T W E N T Y
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 20 years old, aren't i?
ONE person i am now, actually. Single single single. TWO many work to do so might not be updating blogs Every single day, yeah. THREE-passing my blog is actually forbidden so leave a message, thank you. FOUR subjects i am taking in school, i wanted to get all A's for them! But i failed eventually. FIVE stars for Avatar movie! SIX days busy, 1 day rest. How bad is that D: SEVEN - 7 good friends, 4 close friends, 1 Best friend. EIGHT hours are my sleeping times a day :D NINE - i wished that i can go to Japan, Korea, China, Paris, New York after 9 years from now ! TEN - sushi, donuts, steak, chicken chop, spaghetti, sandwishes, steam fish, black forest cakes, chocolates! ELEVEN - swimming, badminton, ice-skating, cycling, basketball, gaming, online, piano, chatting, movies, reading! TWELVE October is actually my Birthday :D THIRTEEN - i want a nice snooker cue and car and stuffs ! FOURTEEN - i loves friendly friends~ FIFTEEN - go all over the world after 15 years from now! SIXTEEN peoples i have for my link now, is it so little in amount >.SEVENTEEN is my sweetest age of my life. :] EIGHTEEN is my perfect age of my life. :] NINETEEN is my most boring life.. TWENTY yeah, i am now Twenty years old. So what?
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
#_get used to the rubik cubes and improve to advance level
#_improve my HoN skill
#_meet all the friends i hope to meet
#_get a happy New Year
#_get more friends
#_hangout with friends again asap
#_improve my life to better joyful life
#_get into University Malaya if i can
#_be with the one i actually love..
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
:]
1:54:00 AM - Monday, April 26, 2010
Can't stop the rain ..
9:58:00 PM - Sunday, April 18, 2010
Faded picture in a little gold locket.But she never takes it off.
I know its small but its heavy,
Cause it's filled with the guilt of knowing she's why his life is lost.
I feel bad for her but I'm having mixed emotions.
Cause he was a friend of mine.
And somewhere in the deepest, darkest part of my mind.
I wish it was her that got that knife.
I keep on crying but it doesn't seem to help at all
With every single tear drop, it's like another rain drop falls.
And I would if I could but the try would be in vein.
Said no matter what I do, I can't stop the rain.
So I cry ..
..[moody]
I know its small but its heavy,
Cause it's filled with the guilt of knowing she's why his life is lost.
I feel bad for her but I'm having mixed emotions.
Cause he was a friend of mine.
And somewhere in the deepest, darkest part of my mind.
I wish it was her that got that knife.
I keep on crying but it doesn't seem to help at all
With every single tear drop, it's like another rain drop falls.
And I would if I could but the try would be in vein.
Said no matter what I do, I can't stop the rain.
So I cry ..
..[moody]
okay..
10:19:00 PM - Friday, April 9, 2010
no more emo and weird post ~
i have to post something like diary form's post for once in a blue moon like today :D
hmm. first of all, i finally get know of one girl that i hope to get know for like a long time in school,
thats atenkis [Balkis]~ she's a lilbit shyshy but quite talkactive , and , simply great !
glad that she requested for taking picture w/ me that day :] so then we can be friend !
and .. glad that i can get know of another great girl :D happy happy ~
and..
i have to post something like diary form's post for once in a blue moon like today :D
hmm. first of all, i finally get know of one girl that i hope to get know for like a long time in school,
thats atenkis [Balkis]~ she's a lilbit shyshy but quite talkactive , and , simply great !
glad that she requested for taking picture w/ me that day :] so then we can be friend !
and .. glad that i can get know of another great girl :D happy happy ~
and..
HaPPy BirtHHHHdaYYYY to Joyce TOH my lil Tortoise aka BFF !
Hope you this "real fighter" have a great birthday party today?
sad that i cannot join , and no piano accompaniment for the birthday song xDD~ gomennasai !
alrights, and .. hope my brother can recover asap .. dont sick at this kinda time..
coz H1N1 disease is starting to spread again around this state.
*pray*....
quite a relaxing day for today, free from hmwk and studies.
:D ~ but busy also anyway. practice piano and accompany friend ~
and my lasy-disease starting to work inside of me. LasY~~~
ahs, get lost get lost ~~ i want to do alot of thing, so do not stay inside of me ~~
and i dont know what to say anymore :D LOLZ .
Happy to everyone.
^^v
想你。。
1:50:00 AM - Friday, April 2, 2010
如果我能回到从前，
我会选择不认识你。
不是我后悔。
是我不能面对，
没有你的结局。
我没有很想你，
只是在高兴的时候会想起你，
因为你是我第一个想要分享的人。
我没有很想你，
只是在不高兴的时候会想起你，
因为你是我第一个想要倾诉的人。
我没有很想你，
只是在听音乐的时候会想起你。
没为什么，
只因为那歌词里写的好像我和你。
我没有很想你，
只是在看书的时候会想起你。
没为什么，
只因为那书中的主角好像我和你。
我真的没有很想你，
我只是在看电影的时候才会想起你，
我只是在走到某个路口的时候才会想起你，
我只是在听音乐的时候才会想起你。
我真的没有很想你，
我只是在我不想想到你的时候才会想起你，
那样真好，
我没有很想你，
我只是想你到泪流满面。
只有在每个寂静如水的夜晚里等你的信息，
等到了，心里是一阵莫名其妙的激动，
但压抑着满怀的高兴给你发去淡淡的问候，
淡淡的玩笑，淡淡的吵闹。
等不来，就只有带着一丝淡淡的惆怅，
在半梦半醒中睡去。
想你，却不打扰你，是因为太爱你。
想一直粘着你..
却又害怕你会感到厌倦..
想一直陪着你..
却又害怕你会感到我烦..
我一直比你想象得更加爱你，
可是我却不能告诉你。
此刻，
我想你，
但只是想你，
而不打扰你。
我会选择不认识你。
不是我后悔。
是我不能面对，
没有你的结局。
我没有很想你，
只是在高兴的时候会想起你，
因为你是我第一个想要分享的人。
我没有很想你，
只是在不高兴的时候会想起你，
因为你是我第一个想要倾诉的人。
我没有很想你，
只是在听音乐的时候会想起你。
没为什么，
只因为那歌词里写的好像我和你。
我没有很想你，
只是在看书的时候会想起你。
没为什么，
只因为那书中的主角好像我和你。
我真的没有很想你，
我只是在看电影的时候才会想起你，
我只是在走到某个路口的时候才会想起你，
我只是在听音乐的时候才会想起你。
我真的没有很想你，
我只是在我不想想到你的时候才会想起你，
那样真好，
我没有很想你，
我只是想你到泪流满面。
只有在每个寂静如水的夜晚里等你的信息，
等到了，心里是一阵莫名其妙的激动，
但压抑着满怀的高兴给你发去淡淡的问候，
淡淡的玩笑，淡淡的吵闹。
等不来，就只有带着一丝淡淡的惆怅，
在半梦半醒中睡去。
想你，却不打扰你，是因为太爱你。
想一直粘着你..
却又害怕你会感到厌倦..
想一直陪着你..
却又害怕你会感到我烦..
我一直比你想象得更加爱你，
可是我却不能告诉你。
此刻，
我想你，
但只是想你，
而不打扰你。
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
April 2010
June 2010
September 2010
October 2010
June 2011
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
angelina~
Annie~
Cheapmixedtees
FairyTalesOnceTold..
Felicia Grace
Hui Ern
Joyce
kiskis~
KomodoJoyce
Mimi~
Liangyee
Lih.
Milingki
Reniex
REENster
Vermilion
VyΣΝ~
Xping
+weiren