::.. %PLAY THAT SONG ..::

我对你 | 心 | 你对我

2011-06-24T22:57:00.003+08:00

我们的关系
是怎样的呢？
友达之上，恋人未满？
还是我一厢情愿罢了呢。

无论你对我的看法是如何。
无论你对我的想法是怎样。
无论你对我个人的态度是接受是排斥。

无论我在你的心中占了多少。
无论我对你是否是重要的。
无论我以后身在何处。

那都不重要。
因为我的心中。。

的那一番想法根本不再重要了。
在刚刚看完你写的一些东西，我觉悟了。
我深深的了解到
我们是不可能的。

又再次，尝到那一种心碎的感觉。
可是没有人会听我诉苦吧。
哈哈。。可悲哦。

为何呢。怎么每一次想开始写部落格都是会写这样的东西呢。
恨啊。

第一次和人 webcam 只有半边脸的

2011-06-17T01:33:00.003+08:00

别难过了啦～
要坚强哦！ :D

放弃吗？

2010-10-13T01:17:00.002+08:00

生日快乐吗。
没有你的祝福，19岁的第一天泪着过去了。
我该放弃吗。
这是你希望的吧。
我这小小的愿望就是让你的眼里只有我，换来的却只是一滴滴的心泪。
真的这样难吗。我想念你，也想拥抱你，却只能一个人哭泣。
爱上了你，对不起。
让你受苦了。
对不起。。

First Post Typed in School

2010-09-01T09:26:00.002+08:00

lolz. Trial for STPM exam is over.
and coz biology teacher wanna give us paper back for checking, so i come to school.
well, exam for science class is finish, but not for the other.

in silent, i Dont really Know what to do other than blogging, Facebook'ing and wandering on the website. Boring and Boring and BORING ~
they are examing so i cant make any noise : cant play games, cant watch movie "who want to watch movie w/o sound duh =.="
OMG IM SO BORED !!!!!!!!!!!

Trial result are gonna be SUCK. i dont know why what the questions are in the paper are Not what i had studied. it like , Not Relavent. =.=" wtf.
Forget about it.

and i had passed for my piano Grade 8 Theory and Practical XD finally~
grateful !

My aunty is gonna marry :D so ya, Congratulations to her and her hubby XD
Me? Im still single XD hahas. no one would like me XD not handsome , no money , boring , WAKAKA XD

and iM Hungry. well i guess thats all for now. gonna go for a nap/ Bored =.="

C ya guys XD

Tiring Hols.

2010-06-20T00:06:00.004+08:00

well. it was like no rest during my Holidays.
DAMN BUSY WEHS ==" crap..

frst of all, piano . well this is something important coz im getting Grade 8 [ final grade ] for my piano . ><
coz i DONT WANNA redo my grade 8 for EVERYTHING new. like new syllabus for exam pieces and AURAL!!
haha. damn gees..
and lately, we had a small piano recital for exam candidates :]
its like a small graduation ceremony for me coz i was like graduate soon for my Grade 8 life >damn long la wehs.. since age of 4 until now. 19. 15 years OMG ==" can see how lasy im in practice. hahas.
btw, i love the piano recital and..
>< i will damn missed my teacher Chua :]
and Nice recital for exam candidate .
GAMBATTE KUDASAI!

well, my aunty Elaine just back from singapore, and guess what, SHE brings along her BABY !
her name is call.. Rachyl :D edited from Rachael :] Special and NICE !
She is damn smart, and Cute, and pretty BIG eyes, tall, and clever, brave, and AHH
she is perfect :D
Congratulations Aunty Elaine and Uncle Sam !
i will post her picture up for the next post :D
hahas, i bet she will be the most pretty girl in her sku for the future :D
hehes.

and now the school just started.
OH CRAP. gonna busy like hell again this time.
>Post again tomorrow ! Oyasuminasai, Mina ~~

:]

2010-04-26T01:54:00.003+08:00

每个女生心里都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友你们可能相爱过，
你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？

也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。
也许为了自己的前程，她没有要你等她。
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
她有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望她追到。
她遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮她，不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和她只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。
每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心她，总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做她的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样，你还是知道，她永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，当她那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？
很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，
这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。
因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。
有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的......

关于爱情：

不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有就是最好的。

不要认为我还年轻，可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的。

不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情是可以和你一起坐火车的。

不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们致富。

不要因为父母反对而放弃，你会发现这个原因而放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨。

其实，对于爱情，越单纯越幸福！一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的。
经历的太多了，会麻木，分离多了，会习惯，换恋人多了，会比较，到最后你会不再相信爱情，你会自暴自弃，你会毫无生气，你会行尸走肉，你会与一个你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子···

所以牵好的手就不要轻易放开，说过的话就不要轻易收回，承诺过的人就不要轻易忘记···
有些人，有些事，既然发生了。就注定是你一生的回忆···

Can't stop the rain ..

2010-04-18T21:58:00.000+08:00

Faded picture in a little gold locket.But she never takes it off.
I know its small but its heavy,
Cause it's filled with the guilt of knowing she's why his life is lost.
I feel bad for her but I'm having mixed emotions.
Cause he was a friend of mine.
And somewhere in the deepest, darkest part of my mind.
I wish it was her that got that knife.

I keep on crying but it doesn't seem to help at all
With every single tear drop, it's like another rain drop falls.
And I would if I could but the try would be in vein.
Said no matter what I do, I can't stop the rain.
So I cry ..

..[moody]

okay..

2010-04-09T22:19:00.003+08:00

no more emo and weird post ~
i have to post something like diary form's post for once in a blue moon like today :D

hmm. first of all, i finally get know of one girl that i hope to get know for like a long time in school,
thats atenkis [Balkis]~ she's a lilbit shyshy but quite talkactive , and , simply great !
glad that she requested for taking picture w/ me that day :] so then we can be friend !
and .. glad that i can get know of another great girl :D happy happy ~

and..

HaPPy BirtHHHHdaYYYY to Joyce TOH my lil Tortoise aka BFF !
Hope you this "real fighter" have a great birthday party today?
sad that i cannot join , and no piano accompaniment for the birthday song xDD~ gomennasai !

alrights, and .. hope my brother can recover asap .. dont sick at this kinda time..
coz H1N1 disease is starting to spread again around this state.
*pray*....

quite a relaxing day for today, free from hmwk and studies.
:D ~ but busy also anyway. practice piano and accompany friend ~
and my lasy-disease starting to work inside of me. LasY~~~
ahs, get lost get lost ~~ i want to do alot of thing, so do not stay inside of me ~~

and i dont know what to say anymore :D LOLZ .
Happy to everyone.

^^v

想你。。

2010-04-02T01:50:00.003+08:00

如果我能回到从前，
我会选择不认识你。
不是我后悔。
是我不能面对，
没有你的结局。

我没有很想你，
只是在高兴的时候会想起你，
因为你是我第一个想要分享的人。

我没有很想你，
只是在不高兴的时候会想起你，
因为你是我第一个想要倾诉的人。

我没有很想你，
只是在听音乐的时候会想起你。
没为什么，
只因为那歌词里写的好像我和你。

我没有很想你，
只是在看书的时候会想起你。
没为什么，
只因为那书中的主角好像我和你。

我真的没有很想你，
我只是在看电影的时候才会想起你，
我只是在走到某个路口的时候才会想起你，
我只是在听音乐的时候才会想起你。

我真的没有很想你，
我只是在我不想想到你的时候才会想起你，
那样真好，
我没有很想你，
我只是想你到泪流满面。

只有在每个寂静如水的夜晚里等你的信息，
等到了，心里是一阵莫名其妙的激动，
但压抑着满怀的高兴给你发去淡淡的问候，
淡淡的玩笑，淡淡的吵闹。
等不来，就只有带着一丝淡淡的惆怅，
在半梦半醒中睡去。

想你，却不打扰你，是因为太爱你。
想一直粘着你..
却又害怕你会感到厌倦..
想一直陪着你..
却又害怕你会感到我烦..
我一直比你想象得更加爱你，
可是我却不能告诉你。

此刻，
我想你，
但只是想你，
而不打扰你。

a fun schoolday (biology)

2010-02-26T20:37:00.008+08:00

Eii, what are we doing?..

looking what? o.o??

hey.. is that some kinda operating tools?

Ya XD After study for so long, finally we got out very first virgin operation experiment !
*fuck the Form 4 & 5 teacher who are so moron that don't let us to carry out this experiment XD*
btw, it's a lil bit disgusting , prepare yourself to read this post and ..
sorry if you fail to eat food later on =x and if you can't take it, do not read the post okay ! ..
It's at your own risk.

see the white mice SO CUTE !>.<>

teacher preparing chloroform

*chemical liquid which make living thing faint*

*starting to make the mice confusing by let it sniff the chloroform.
*my friend cried when she see this happen, ya she loves animal so much that her house is already a small zoo. and eventually i felt so sorry to the mice.

Sorry .. the soul of y'all will be with God and your body remains in our mind as the best knowledge for us, i swear.

*the mice is then put inside the tong with a few chloroform-filled cotton*

*then we start operate the mice.. first of all we cut the skin of the mice.

*and then cut it out to open the skin to get it easy for us to operate inside of it.

*we pinned the 4 legs and the skin.

*and then the other side..

*after that, the thick skin that wrapped all the organ inside of it.
*thats a quite thick skin that took me like 3 minutes to get it open.

*and tada. can you see the organ?
*it's like human's organ. it have the heart, the liver, intestines, stomach, and so on and so forth.
*and actually the heart's still beating hard when we open. the mouse is not dead but fully fainted.

*and after open it out and arrange the organ perfectly, it eventually become like, This.
o.o..

Why no blood? Dont ask me, i don't really know too, but when i open the skin at the neck, i bu xiao xin cut the blood capilary and it blood. See the tissue? >,<.. Aiks. if i operate a human, this careless is so danger right. I think i cannot be a great doctor =x but who cares, i also don't want to be a doctor. LOL. They keep say : a future artist with pianist hand operating animal. wth =.="

Alright.

Next,

R.I.P to the mouse i operate.
i start at 9.00am and it's life ended at 10.08am ..
Your soul will be with God and your body will be in my mind forever as a great knowledge for me to grow fonder and stronger as i know that living thing are great.
One more thing is that the rude of human that they can do what they want to get what they want.
Maybe this knowledge may let me to be stronger when im working alone one day.

End of post..

ReturN for yoU.

2010-02-23T00:54:00.002+08:00

i know that i cant help much,
i know that i don't know how to cheer ue up everytime you are reall down.
i know im suck.
but i want you to know, is that you're not a bitch, and things will be okay not longer later.

although i dont know who's problem it is but, i know you can handle every case with all your best, and you can get things great again, because you have the strength, the will inside your heart. just dont get yourself hidden in and cry all the time and i believe you can get the problem solves, although its not easy to say like this.
after the cries, you have to be back yourself again and get the problems solves, you dont want to cry for a month, right.

like you did for me, i will try my best to at least support you for everything you need me just like how you did for me.

Because you are forever my best friend, ever.

Ouchs

2010-02-20T04:22:00.002+08:00

Lucky for you if you read the last post which deleted.
:] uhuhu. Well its nearly open school again. time flies like WOW.
and , Lets work harder after the Enjoyful Chinese new year Alright !:D
Aza aza fighting~

pict post for next. sorry coz its 4.30am now =.="
gotta sleep . uhuhus.NIGHT WORLD~

H.V.C.N.Y

2010-02-14T00:53:00.001+08:00

thats means, Happy Valentine Chinese New Year :D
happy chinese new year to single'r
and Happy Valentine new year to Couple'r :D

hope this tiger year you guys can get whatever you all want ~
and happy happy always :D
hohoho~

New SkinS

2010-02-01T23:25:00.001+08:00

New layout for my blogs.
Hope you all love it XD
and shall update a few days after :]

When you have to ..

2010-01-31T23:57:00.005+08:00

Exam week now, have to study harder to achieve what I've planned for this exam even though its like not important at all, but i think so far, i got it bad for one subject already.
but when you have to study, you have to.

wonder why, felt all alone, w/o much friends here.
its like, when its in school, there's only 4-6 and 4-6 students/friends that you are close to.
Every School day, even though i am quite popular in school, but there are all different races and its hard, quite hard, for me to communicate well and play and hang out with them really well like i used to with my old friends.
back from school, nothing else to do, nowhere to go, Study/Sleep/Computer/Piano.
and nights is just the same.
i don't really know how to get it on until the final exam in November/December.
Besides, day by day i feels like i have getting no intention on study anymore.
study so hard, still i got lost in exam. whats the point..?
i need some change in life. some kinda great change that can joy my life up.
but when you have to get on your life, no matter how it is, you have to.

secondly, new year is coming, but i feels like its so different.
i doesn't have those kind of , YES NEW YEAR IS COMING ! , feelings like i am in age of 7 - 16.
Friends, Family, Relatives, everything changed.
i don't know why.
When i think of the past, i felt i am so happy with those memories and i am so sick of nowadays's life.
If i can, i wanted so badly to go back to the past.
But what is past, its over, right.
i know. i know...
one of my best friend is like ignoring me all the times.
yeah, i felt like losing one great support in spirit.
ah well, things always get so fucked up and complicated after times.

What should i do. Being so negative but i can't help it.

I am Lost again.

2010-01-24T16:26:00.003+08:00

I just watched this movie a few days ago since im just free to go for relax XD
what to say . I NEVER FELL IN LOVE IN MOVIE LIKE THIS BEFORE .
im just so impressed by the technology for making this movie SO FUCKING REAL AND FASCINATING SCENERY, especially in 3-D . omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg .

i knew im late but those who didn't watch it before yet, please go ahead ! no nid to save up the chicken money, you will never regret by it and this movie just will get your socks off :D

First week of 2010

2010-01-09T19:12:00.002+08:00

is suck =.="
first of all, celebration here is just , you know, worse.

so far i only witness 3 fireworks that is not connected =="
but at least we still outing for a lil celebrate with friends.
=X sorry for the backseat coz the sudden drift in 100km/h ==" ue bang to the door right =="
alrights.

i got in top10students all in a sudden. wonder a not hardworking student can get in such places.
AHH DEAR. i have to work hard in order not to disappoint teacher up >.<
and leader in loads of things that we form6 students can join, whatever also me.
AHHS STRESSSS already HELP ME =.="!!

as for leisure time, i got up w/ piano to success in exam soon,
and.. night time i go for Snooker :D
kinda addicted to it already. oh no.
:D

the black gray shirt one is me ! :D left hand side one.
it was my turn and my friends "L" white shirt one, want to KillSteal my ball .
perhaps he study until mad ady. ahhs.
thats long time ago my frens took this picture :D

about new year and christmas, not bad at all, will be posting up those story and picture in the next post :D

sorry for the dead blog :D no time . =="

and ENJOY ! HappY NeW YeaR OF 2010 To y'all !! <3<3<3
lurvess.

To my dear Majesty.

2009-12-01T03:25:00.004+08:00

Im sick so i use mask ahhs.
Hope this post can cheer you up although im far away.

im always here for you if you need me.
and you know im not very good in consolation. but.

You are friendly, kind and caring

Sensitive, loyal and understanding

Humorous, fun, secure and true

Always there... yes that's you.

Special, accepting, exciting and wise

Truthful and helpful, with honest sweet eyes

Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright

Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.

You're one of a kind, different from others

Generous, charming, but not one that smothers

Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game

But not just another... in the long chain.

Appreciative, warm and precious like gold

Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old

You'll always be there, I know that is true

I'll always be here... always for you.

Be happy always, Be cheerful always
Be Great always, Be Joyfull always
And if you be all of them always
you will be a Happy person always :D

MWACKKS~

<333

ContinueS of the post .

2009-12-01T03:09:00.003+08:00

wokies. back from toilet. er hemms.

by this book' edge , it Kissed my hand. =.="

this is the cake we request the aunty to make :D
its Cappucino + Mango Cheese cake :D
NICE !

another sight.

this is my dads . he say he lasy open eyes =.="

daddy and my sister :D

daddy and my brother :D

and daddy n me =.=" my hair's messy =.=" and ugly look =.=" ignore it :D

and sweet couple XD hahas.

thats all for the dad birthday :D
happy happy dayS although i kiip on practice piano =.="

and .. Happy to you all :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY :)

2009-12-01T02:55:00.003+08:00

First of all ..
MWUAHHHS daddy :D happy 45th birthday :D
hahs. today very badbadluck ohs. first of all, suddenly rain after solong de good sunny day.
and... flooded again =.="
anddd... we went 3 Restaurants, all full. wah =.="!?
so we have to go those no ppl de. eat very normal but sweet :D
curry fish, sweet n sour meat, "Tian ji" the froggs, and hongkong chai xin :D
lolz, forget take pic >.<
our bday prezzie for daddy ishh.. CARDS and.. CAKE ! thats all =.="
nyetnyet . check it out ? :D

>>>

>>

>

tadaa~ my card :D front pages

Mid pages :D the drawing is simply draw de. duno wad draw wad.
nice bo=.=?

After open the half fold black page ..

SURPRISE :D I love you daddy :D

the end.

and i cut the damn book's edge when i take the book for doing sumtin. quite deep . hai hao its not at my center of the wrist :D

and.. theres more :D wait for awhile ya.

happy daySS :D

2009-11-27T02:38:00.006+08:00

so i got 2A's and 2B's for my final exam. GREAT :D
Biology A
Chemistry A-
Math T&S B
Pengajian Am (check bottom post if dont know :D) B-
so i got cGPA about 3.34 . :D and thats my result for this year.
hope i can get better for next year.

and sorry delay for so much lately XD
i keep dota crazily.
and lately all friends from KL study one come back here.
so was outing w/ them .
snooker and slack and dota and go town .
thats my life currently. zz kinda boring :D
but not bad. at least not much things to worry and think of.

last time they come back we went malls for dinner and.. we slack at McD for fun :D
playing truth or dare. well. i got the most truth told. eesh =.="..
they even asked me how long is my D**K .. and =.=" hope them dun remember so much lor .
XiaoWei lor Hamsapp :D LOL kidding :D

four chiobu :D lolz.

our legs. =.="

M and m. LOLz stands for MCD :D

and girls said they wanted to make love. so we make love at MCD :D
did ue see 3 loves?

our Ice cream and i dont know why the picture upside down :D

we have our dinner at Secret Recipe but i forget to get the picture from my friend's camara. so maybe next post? this is the chiobu ignoring my camara . :( so shy .

guess which one is my finger?

all look dumbs :D im included. zz

and after that.. there's a family gathering while my grandma birthday celebration held on the same day. so its a BIG day for me but i was FORCED to go coz i got no shirt to wear so i got BAD mood . LOL . but the food was kinda NICE.

deres only ONE picture of the food coz i was too enjoy eating that time.

isit look nice to you?

and theres MORE :D update tomorrow ya. so Stay Tuned.
:P

To joyce : SORRY ahs =.=" and i not BLUFF lor. im just lasy . :D
To milingki : replied ue in MSN :D
To anin : good luck and i know ue can do it well RIGHT :D

Delay

2009-11-26T02:16:00.001+08:00

update slow lehhs :D
tomorrow morning i will update :D
sorry let the blog dead. got many thgs to upload and im lasyyy :D

one more day's delay :D

Last day to School Today :D

2009-11-17T00:48:00.004+08:00

lolz. was boring as usual. i even slept well today.
and i got the last subject mark , 70% which is an A for my BIO XD unbelievable.
so to sum up,

Biology - 70% \ A (4.oo pointer)
Chemistry - 69% (wtf, one more to an A) \ A- (3.67)
Math T and S - 53% (also wtf, mistakeS took my 16% away) \ B (3.00)
Major Subject (most probably about Nation Studys) - 51% \ B- (2.67)

1 A-, 1 A, 1 B, 1 B-
and CGPA according to teacher is ..
3.335 ! 3.34 la.

well quite good as i play play for this year =="
kinda study about one day for one subject before exam and usual day i just sleep the hell out of the class since its boring ==" HAHA.

aniiway.
got a sorethroat today. wonder why. and i quarrelled w/ my mom today.
COZ OF A FUCKIN' Aunty i HATE THE MOST.
she is like whatever she want, she must have it to be done no matter what.
she asked me to do EmCee for her kid's graduation and i got sorethroat . HOW TO TALK FLUENTLY? so stupid and
sienz.

outing w/ frens lately :D well. no picture post coz i lasy uploading :D
nyetnyet. Dingdings. thats all >,<>

Cool ! or not.

2009-11-09T22:51:00.003+08:00

can ue all actually see the ring of light's outside the moon? its very fade coz my camara is not that Professional =.=" and the surrounding is dark.

thats sumtin kol lunar halo :D it cause by the refraction of moonlight (or sunlight) that passes through ice crystals present in thin clouds at the atmosphere(colored halos).
:D

its far more pretty if ue look at it urself the day :D

umm. today went shopping for the kid's graduation ceremony things. well, met up some friends dere, they were shocked to see me . wonder why =.=?
and wanna find one of my friend, but i saw her crying silently at the side of the shopping mall, and i was like, should i go to console her , or not .. ?
and i leave her alone.

coz i scare i will fail to console her, better i let her cry and face herself .
bit guilty but hope she's alright.

my result's pretty normal.
my MathT paper 1 got only 53 out of 100 O.O!!!
dang. teacher said i got alot of mistakeSS . omg.

and muet paper 3[reading comprehention] i got 31 out of 45 . eesh .
and i dont know the other . zz hope its alright. sighss.

happy reading.

am i a heartbreaker..?

2009-11-08T01:10:00.001+08:00

after broke up all relationship i got, i found out myself so damned.
like today, my ex, who is my nul dongsaeng [ daughter ] now, told me that she will wait for me.
i dont know how to respond to her.
i dont want to ruin any friendship or any relationship with people.
i want it to be perfect .
but i know it will be another Impossible :(

and who i love, is another impossible for me to own it.
and its like so far away, unable to reach for ever, standing here,
uselessly, watching it to be evolve and change.
how Wonderful is the feels.

I'm going away for a while
But I'll be back, don't try and follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
You see I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes..

But now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it..

Will someone care to classify
A broken heart and twisted minds?
So I can find someone to rely on..

Emo post for today. sorry.

Endd of exaM

2009-11-06T02:12:00.003+08:00

LOLz. i can guessed my result will be how "excellent" already.
hope i can get all B, then CGPA 2.8++ XD or pass.
HAHAs.

boring luhs, then out w/ friends to go take cert, but the cert is not available yet. not yet done. so SLOW LOR goverment. haihs.
zz. then slack until rain stop, cant go to beach coz we duwanna die =.="
and then turn around in the car stupidly,chatchat and back home.

night > go KFC w/ relative. like a small family gathering, then met my friend dere. LOLz. afternoon met already, night met again. so fateful =X zz.kidding.
chitchat at cousin shop, then wait mom fetch, back home on9 :D

nothing much happen luhhs. and i cant put pictureS, my lappy's bluetooth broken :D
n im lasy. maybe next time :D

updated HORR. kiip Chui +_+

pic for tomorrow :]
dingding, times up.

Happy/saD

2009-10-25T00:55:00.003+08:00

exam's coming.. oh no.
i guess i gotta work harder.
boring life these days :D
grats those graduated student in secondary sku yesterday!
great shows aniiways :D

andds..
yea, nothing happened recently..
one of my frens kol me today, about love and relationship problems, but not mines, but her boy and her one :] hope i can help you out and, jiayous :D

not gonna update picture and other things up. maybe next time ya :D
and recently people around me are like all in love problems. why ah? =="..
ahhs. love is complicated i know . =X take care y'all :( duwanna ue all be sick or bad coz of lOvE. it should make y'all feel better and happy. right?

alrightS, times up. dingding.

Superwhite :]

2009-10-18T00:45:00.003+08:00

Instead of posing my BORING life [ yea i had known a long time ago ]
lets post some kinda STUPID but funny things up.
CHECK THIS OUT YO.
Why you are so white :]??

LASY .

2009-10-04T22:26:00.003+08:00

Ohs, I dont know why, im getting lasier to update the blog already.
if w/o someone "forced" me to, LOLz.

okay, lets talk about today, shall we?
today is a Celebration of New Year of Malay "Aidilfitri" .
and....... there's alot of food, but my friend SABO my handphone, so i forget to take picture of EVERYTHING =.=".. well .

first of all, people greet me much, then i got nothing to do, so i hang out around, then i go find ice, and when im back to sku, everyone DONE EATING THEIR MEAL. shit =.=
then i ate mine, talk and slack around, friends joke w/ me, teacher talk to me+take pict w/ me, and i fell asleep for 5 minutes, friend catch me to go and take pic w/ them, and then back to home.

played monster hunter 2 in PSP, coz im bored, and piano, DOTA "eventually Disconnected in time of 21 minutes after game started, when im in Mega kill [6 killing combo, 0 time dead] and when im having fun. Fuck the STREAMYX.

after dinner, helped frens bought the book they want in bookstore. then open lappy since i let it sleep for so long time . hahas. :] sorry lappy.

and a day gone. so fast =.=".. like dint do anythings GREAT and Useful xcept Piano. uuhss.
GOTTA MoRe and MORE HARDWORKING ADY. exams coming and teacherS want me get A A and A's .. sighs. tention . fucked.

Fvcked up.

2009-09-28T00:19:00.003+08:00

i dont know i should or not.
i dont want it to be end.
but i dont know what is she really thinking.
what if she doesnt mind that im not a part of her life,
looks like what she need is just him, thats all.

chatted w/ ex today, in a half-drunk state.
we were like chatting well, like we used to last time.
but after i get know of something, i felt disappointed and heartbroken.
and yet jealous and i dontknow what kind of feelings i got.

looked at the fon for a long time again, wonder if i should message her.
to apologise what i have said, what i have done.
im regretted, yet maybe i should do it.
if i really appreciate this bff, i shouldnt do that, and i should step out for repair our relationship, right..?

but what i really need now?
i dont know.

What have i done..what i should dO

2009-09-27T17:04:00.003+08:00

I wonder if i did the right things .
Everything that include friendship n relationship around me and which involved me are so complicated .

first of all, i realised and i finally know that, friendship really doesnt stick forever, no matter who is the person .
since today, i finally know .
coz i heard alot of storys from friends and finally get a few of the answers i always searching for .
and i experienced some problems w/ the best friend i ever had .

and, next, is relationship.
after a long deep thinking [meditation], i finally saw something.
the love around me is just stupid .
who i love will never love me back,
but a few who i doesnt love is loving me .
Why is that so ?

and maybe its fun for other but not me.
i actually suffer a long time .
and finally i decided and i will try my best to put her down .
from my life n my heart .
but i dont know i can, or not .
i love her so much .
i willing to sacrifice myself to let her be happy if she can.
but i always failed to do so .
and we are so far apart.
promised her to take care of her.
but i cant do it .
what i s'pose to do now .
please, someone , guide me, tell me, am i doing the right things now ?

Science Project [ biology ]

2009-09-26T02:25:00.004+08:00

Lately really not in best mood, but oways covered up when out w/ friends.
so its kinda bad for me actually.

Okay, postpost some sku project for let you all seesee =x
its a biology project, get 25 insects with different group like 5 different group of insects, catch them alive, then kill them by formaline/chloroform and then put in oven or 7 days,
then put them in a box made ourself, then hand in.
but we actully habent done.
and..
dun blame me i noe its so bad to kill them >.> haihhs.
I DUWAN OsO oNe LorRs. *sorry sorry pray..*

frens too bored [include me] and made a robot man and few swords to play.
this is actually the place to put insect =x

LOLz,another variation =x

See he sotsot jor ==" hahas.

Girls so hardwork waaa n i just take pic =x

duno wad they doinks -.-

this one is i kill one and open it nicely .
sorry dude >.>

and some moth and bees.

this is the oven[old] we're using.

labs. small wa?

and see, theres ALOT of insects inside .
of coz it smells REALLY bad.

divided..

2009-09-23T03:27:00.003+08:00

i somehow feels like we are seperating into few groups .
why we cant just like last time, party n play like before ,
i wonder what WILL happen in the next new year .
but i had guessed the outcome .
wont be a big group but alot of group will be , i think .

Life is just like that, isnt it?
some people close to one because he/she is benefit .
some people close to one because he/she is handsome/pretty .
some is because they are rich,
some is for love,
some is just stick,
some is just for fun in life,
a little is for true friendship i Guess.

Why is that so? isit because people's thinking IS changing when they're growing up?
or what??
why some people's life just so Nice, but some is just sucks, like me.?

i missed alot of best friendS in the past.
and i kinda understand y friends does not stick forever. maybe she's right.
no one friends is for-ever ..

思念..

2009-09-21T01:18:00.005+08:00

我以为其实我对我的生命中一个很重要的人已经没有了感觉。
但是不知为何,今天和朋友去了Awana Kijal Resort 玩玩,
之后呢又和朋友一大班喝茶玩玩兜兜风和讨论派对的东西,
总觉得还少了一样东西..回家的路上想了想才知道,
原来是少了她的陪伴..

她对我来说真的,真的是蛮重要的..
不知为何,那个心就是好像不在身体里..
难道我还没有拿回来吗？
为什么我这么傻..
明知道相信“我永远爱你”的人是很傻的..
因为从恋人相互碰到，直到心碎分离都不会超过2年..

口口声声说没有她没有关系,
其实自欺欺人不是一个好主意吧?
天天天，救命！！

没有了她的这段日子里,
其实还不是很好过..
我真的很想念她,但是当她回到来的时候,
却没有勇气去面对她..

为什么我会沦落到这种地步..? =.="

鱼鱼，真的很对不起..
或许真的，我不是那一个属于你的..
你说过会让我得到幸福，
可是我找不到那一个我需要的幸福..
那一个在回忆里多么令人难忘的幸福..

虽然我们的日子过得挺辛苦的,
偷偷摸摸的,真的不是很舒服..
但是当你在我的身边时,就是有一种放心的感觉..
可能这只是一个一天的思念而已..

但就是很奇怪..

都知道不可能..
虽然说时间是用来等人,
我还是很白痴对吧..?

真不知道自己在想什么..

#################################

anyway.. post some pictureS up for ue guys bahs.
duwanna be so EMO lately.

this is the resort RoomS if im NOT wrong ..

this is the pool + open restaurant . Look Nice rite ?

this DAMNED coke cost me RM6 ..
OMG I CANT BELIEVE IT !!

friendSfriend, got few of it but i just post One up .
they gotta kill me if they saw this.
>.<

aniiway, kinda fun for today .
and sorry for people who i felt sorry to them.
SORRY～～
and i hope the people who Fainted in the resort today is Okay now.
God bless..
>.< CPR failed to wake him up sia, and the angmorrr's face is so red doing so long like 5 minutes CPR to him but failed.
sh!t .. i wished i can do somethings but not just stand there felt sorry.
sighx. im so useless .__.

happy days for ue all :]

and..

Happy Raya Aidilfitri to all Malay friends :D

what should i say..?

2009-09-17T00:53:00.003+08:00

im a fool.
waiting the things that i know it wont be true in the future, never.
close to the things that i know it will hurt me alot, all the times.

I guessed if i died, no one cares also.
maybe i can save up oxygen in the world, not bad too.

so strong in front of everyone;
so weak in the place where i got alone.

wonder why i got so sick of life.
but who cares.

13年後的蠟筆小新-小白的最後

2009-09-14T16:32:00.001+08:00

I really thought i could hold back the tears,
but just thinking of my dog in the past the tears just wont stop.
What a stupid man i am.
but, what i got from the video is,
Every owner should treasure the time with their companion.
To them, we are everything.

Enjoyable daY

2009-09-13T00:08:00.006+08:00

Alot of things happened in a day or two.
kinda dragging me to the death.
WHY IS MY LIFE SO SICK ?!?!

AND THESE FEW DAYS IS SO HOT.
so i went check whether the pool is okay,
and YES IT IS,

so i decided to bring my brothers to go swim,
and guess what, my parent wanna go too,
so its a family outing :D

LONG TIME NEVER OUT W/ PARENT w/ Activity lor.
Funfuns.

..................................................................................................

*toopidd sister and brother :D*

*guess who's this?*

*and who's this ?*

*mom and dad is so sweet lor >.<*

*actually dad is teaching mom how to Float*

*and Mom is eventually SUCCESS ! grats~*

*hahas, wanna pic sister, then brother came in >.>*

*brother's like, what ? wanna fight?*

*so cool? what ue looking >.>?*

*LOLz, wad ue doing bro? =.="?*

*Bathsbathss*

*Chey, act cool <.<*

*we're the last cust. the pool after we all get up. so calm.*

*Nice view right? my photo skill are not bad :D*

*they eating the MoonCake. EESH I WANT ALSO!*

*and ahha, no any of my picture. i then found out -.- only me who get so tired coz i swim nonstop for an hours and so i get up earlier and rest . since i bored, so i took all those picture :D Hahas.*

at night, out w/ friends and cousin for supper again.
xD

*my drink is soursop soda. kinda taste like coconut tonic >.>*
*and mango pudding and french fries :D wahahas. my cousin drink is vanilla coffee. she loves that so much i wonder why >.>*

and i took only one :D kinda forget actually to take other.
well, eventually the emotion is not gone, eventually at night it rush out onto my mind,
and i breakdown.
whatevers.

To Joyce again.

2009-09-12T02:18:00.002+08:00

i know it is hurt.
he made the decision,
and you have to accept it,
because you love him.

if you think you are a burden to him,
you are actually not,
because you did gave him the happiness,
and the memory which is just precious.

i know, words cannot express the grief one feels when one loses love.
then again, wise words can heal wounds and help us reflect on the tragedy.
love is never lost. if not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.
and you have to learn that.

love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.
this is what love is being. it can be your best, yet it can be your worst.
it better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
since it is happened so.

i know i have no condition for everything i did.
i know i always being hilarious and stupid,
but i just want you to be happy,
that's all.

just like my best fairytale with Felicia Grace,
eventually, i never patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again
and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new.
what is broken is broken --
and i'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as i lived.
because eventually, i understand that, the hottest love has the coldest end.

love never dies a natural death.
it dies because we don't know how to replenish its source.
it dies of blindness and errors and betrayals.
it dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.

i am not really great in consoling people,
but i hope at least i did some for you.
and you can still have him as your friends,
or maybe one day you two can be back together.

so no matter what happen, life goes on.
you should continue your life, even without him.
sorry if i am just nothing,
but i am always here for you.

take care..

regards.
Benjamin.

Crappy Normalls Day

2009-09-09T00:11:00.006+08:00

12am is kinda my blogging times . well .
update somethings boring again for today .
it s'pose to be a BUSY day but i spoiled it . >.<

back from sku, was like so tired, wonder why,
so i try not to sleep coz 4.30pm - 7.pm is my piano class today.
but eventually i missed my practical time , coz i fell asleep,

went to there at 5.30pm, and my teacher told me that my friend,
YingShuang, said that:

Aiyah that ben must be sleeping one lahs, oso not the first time already.

i was like. Ehhs, -.- sorry lor tired okay. and lying on bed to wait from 3pm to 4.30 is so long lor. XD
wahaha.

Btw,

today morning, got to sku, when i putting on the sunblock equipment for my car,

someone open my car and throw in a prezzie for me. and close and then go away.
i was like , HEY WAIT, what is all this about? Its not my Birthday LEHS ! o.o"
i saw the girl was like keep it ! its for you, bye! and go away like that .
HUHS?
and im late so i dun care of it .

so when i got back home, i saw the prezzie, its like,
obviously .. it is ..

A CUP ! but not bad , i love the design . :D hahas.

well, o.o told my parent i got another prezzie from a girl today in sku.
they was like, eh son, since when ue got so popular?
hahas, She is My "Daughter" . wahahas.
-.- but i duno y i got so famous in sku.
im not SUPER handsome and not TALL also.
hmm , maybe im ET in my sku, who knows.

zz.
message w/ Joyce and Ahhdumbbs today, but i wanna do some homework and cousin come over, so i dint really reply ahhdumbbs and she know also la . SORRY luhhs fishy, talk to you next time lor. >.<

:D and Joyce is like Abit okay already but i know she is just hiding everything.
i cant feel the joyness from her anymore.
even message anythgs like we used to last time, its different .
i dun dare to message much ..
i dont know what to do .

i cant just like that, like nothings is happened when it WAS happened.

haihs.. life's complicated don't ue guys think so ?
got scholarship, like bout' RM1000++ .. Not bad oso lahs. :D

well, thats ToDays~~ :D sorry for boring post . until next post .

LONG post . hiaks.

2009-09-08T00:04:00.005+08:00

Alright, have to post somethings up, if not a few people will be not happy. [lolz]

well, recently out w/ cousin at night for some release and escape from the tie of those sad things in my mind. Everything seems so wrong in my life. Uhs.

aniiway, when i driving to fetch brothers..

[ Can y'all saw the Rainbow? well i took the picture when im driving =x bit dangerous but yeah used to it already. thats is not as danger as ..... =X hahs.]

and when we going for our supper...

[ Guess whose hands is this ? :D ]
{ love the wristband :D thanks AhhDumbbs bought me that :D }

during supper..

Bread w/ Curry Chicken !

[ this is French Toast =x two toasted bread with peanut butter inside and Honey and butter for topping. kinda my Fave :D opps i ate it already :D too bad]

[ simple but nice. Simplicity . ]

well, studies and piano and tiffs w/ friends and Joyce afterwards,
i tot i had lost my BFF like that, talked to Maomao. She solved my puzzles always.
Love ya loads ~ *i noe ue gonna kill me if ue see this*
wanted to msg her, but things will surely get worse if i did. so i put my handphone aside.

wondering whole night about alot of things like..
who and what i actually are in the tortoise's heart and mind.and how is Farah n dumbFish, and some other stuff.
and thats yesterday !

*#*#*#*#*#*

Today, i got so bored, practice piano whole day long since that Fish go hunt her treasure at Shopping Complex.
gotta get Distinction in the Final Grade for both practical and theory.
no matter what, i MUST Pass ~ .. die also must get the Cert. in my hand next year.
HUAT AHS.

checked blogs in the morning, founds tortoise message. well i got so glad and happy but ..
ahhs, duwanna say thgs out personally.
:] and bought some magazine to read, teach brother for his UPSR exam.

*Wish him and all of the UPSR participant*

*All the BEST*

*Good luck and God bless you all.*

well, thats all for now i think.
Missed fishy, farah, tortoise, friends, and all the precious sweet memories of mine.

.......................................................

Joyce : i kinda believe you will check my blog when ur online each times. or maybe its just my believes. I dont know but, i think ur still the same depress, sadness, tears, and stuff right. im really , really worried you all the times. I prayed for you all the times, like you did for me [ or not ] , Hope things got alright aSaP. and , i miss you a lot. and Sorry for everything.

Ahhdumbb : hahas, ue dint buy me what i want !! so bad. duwanna choi you lerhs. )): hahas, knew you are lack of times lahs, so next time i go find you YOU BETTER BE CAREFUL . XD lolz, when ue online do tell me ya, dumb. -.- lasy on lohs everytime i online ur not there one. wondering y ue so dislike to online, so weird one. eesh. dumb jiu shi dumb. =x

Farah : if you got to my blog, do tell me how about you ya, via Tagboard or SMS or Email. ue look so busy. uhhs. :] wish ue the best.

Tracy : Well, ur so mysterious for me . o.o hmm, hope to hear from you soon. if ue can, do leave me some ways that i can contact you more :D wonder if i can but i hope to know you more and be good friends :D

all long replies and just for a few peoples :D
i know i very "LONG-GAS" LOLz.

Failure.

2009-09-07T00:48:00.004+08:00

Seriously.
I hate myself.
such a mutthaphuckka that i cant even did what i promise.
im just a loser.

sorry, update shall be postpone. i got totally Gone and so Lost to update.
what i can't believe is i eventually shed tears , because of her.
whatever.

Uncertain mood..

2009-09-06T00:02:00.010+08:00

i got whole day and night worried of her,
unable to sleep well, prayed for her,
Holy-sh!T mode [The craziest ringtone in Max.vol. mode] of my fon for her,
message her all the way, but she never replied any one of them.
until afternoon, got to blog to see if anyone leave me message,
and saw that message.

wonder why i got so much worried of her.
maybe she IS really the VeryMost Important Person in my life.
i feels great when she contact me,
feels down when she is depressed.

i want her to be happy all the time.
no matter what.
Wish that she is able to get through it,
and get back of the one she LoveS.

i will always be here, and i wait for your any replies in any ways.
Just hope to hear you soon, so thats mean that things go alright already.
and i know its stupid to write what is so personal of me in here,
but i dont know why, i type it out.
whatever.

*Pray..*

####

what about me?
recently waiting for holidays,
wonder why i got so lasy to go for studies nowadays.
my mind is just full of crap.
like..

Online,
Chat,
Sleep,
Eat,
Wugui,
Farah,
Ahdumbbs,
Piano,
Future,
and Alot else but not studies.

worried all kinds of stuff like how Farah gets when she got to the new place for new life,
how i s'pose to get my brother to have FULL-concentrate for his UPSR exam. *prayprays*
how to cheer tortoise up but she doesnt able to contact me, well, Pray is the only way for me now? uhs,
how to get my mind concentrate in my piano and studies,
how to let my ahhdumbbs oways :] also.
and how how how for ALOT of craps.
anyone HELP ME PUH-LEASEEE..

and, i hope things and life can get better and better, but not worse and worse like now.
im now abit sick anyway.. will try my best to take care of myself, so dunch get so worry of me :D

and oh ya, Ahhdumbbs, Sorry for not posting anythings much for you since we talked alot everyday.
and, you know what i said to you, so why ue still want to get on?
maybe we should have a break.
i dont wanna Hurt anyone anymore.
im sorry. lets talk it tomorrow after you see this.

,.,,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,..,.,.,.,.,.,,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,

well, i found out my blog nowadays is
FULL of SADNESS

right huhs? *nods.*

and remember to TAG me. =x will have a post-tag-replys w/ the picture post soon.

All the best..

For the royale b!tchies

2009-09-04T15:10:00.004+08:00

ehhs, err..
Kinda told you all what i wannt to tell you here via msg =.="
so ..

Dun so sad bahhs, things will be alright. :D
i will Pray for you , hope it work like what ue prayed for me :D
You are not alone, dere's still alot of friends and ur Bimbo and
Me :D
Remember that im always here for you no matter what .
alrite?

i always put things between us in a VIP place in my heart always,
from the day i met you, until now .
how many years ady ..
do you still remember how we met?
:]

i kinda miss you sometimes, missed our times,
message, talk in fon, and stuffSs.
you are an Incredible , Joyful person to me.
well, i cant imagine how my life will be without you .
>,<

lolz, SO..
DUN OWAYS )): lar.
DUN GO SNIFF GLUE
DUN GO SMOKE
DUN GO DO THGS THAT IS HARMFUL TO UE LA.
UE ScARE DEATH, SO PROLONG UR LIFE LA .
i worry you lor .__.
haihhs.

Remember im always here no matter what .
ALRITE?
<33 love yaas; :D

Memorial , Sorry .

2009-09-02T01:54:00.004+08:00

hey..
Farah ..

Do you remember how we met?
I'm kind of person who believes in fate,
so that i think this is meant to be.
You may take it as a joke though.

Maybe there is only a certain range we can get so far.
I don't know why, no matter how you work hard, i can't.
I can't be like the day we met, so cheerful, so happy.
Like I'm me, myself.

Now I'm just like a different person.
Although you finds that I'm just like me, but it's all not the truth.
Im hiding my feels, my souls, my heart.
Sealed it, and go on with it.

I don't think Farah will forgive me for what I've done.
I will never forget the days, the 6 months we spent together.
But no matter what, Farah is still my hero.
Now, and Forever.

How many people are there who knows of Farah,
How many people are there who are better than me.
I'm always a nobody for my close one,
I wants to find my happiness, somewhere around me.

Although the distance between us is getting far and faraway.
Where you are now, is the safest place in the VIP area.
There is nothing that can hurt you so far,
and you are able to defend and move on yourself, right?

Life.. is to keep going forward even though you are being pulled backwards.
Being pulled backwards doesn't make you stupid.
As long as you keep moving forward..
Promise me, can you?

Why can't dream and reality bring happiness to our lives?
I still don't understand..
But, what happened that day,
Still remains in my heart..

The two of us chasing after our dreams together.
I will never forget that shiny moment.
Forever, and ever ..
I will be with you, in your heart..

I hope it is not too late to say that,
Good bye,
I love you.

.:[:[ HearT ]:]:.

Endless-storY

2009-08-28T23:42:00.003+08:00

Startin' its like abit lag lag lag, just continue it, you will not regret for it .
this is for someone i love.

If you haven’t changed your mind
Then I want you by my side Tonight

I’m so tired of always having to bluff
Everytime I think about you baby, I feel so young
If I could just tell you I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

Memories of our time together
this way, they don’t go away

Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,
gentle tears started to spread over my chest
This is not where it ends, I’m missing you
please don’t let go of my hand

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever..

Just for reply tags.

2009-08-26T23:24:00.005+08:00

well, these days are just great, with all friends around,
chat til late at night, and stupid ahhdumb kiip kacao me . lOlz.

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Ahhdumbss : mwackks~ LOLz, ya lar . haiiya , y ue duwan bring fon to go there. made me worry all the nite of ue la. sienzz lehhs, ue good~ -.-" talk tonite ahhs. XD lurbb ya <33

yeye: well, its not my problems hor. Dun nagnag at me. Everyone, even lih, yy, they all also said ur so damn 绝. well. whatever. if ue dun care, just get off of the problems, and no nid to scold like what. tempertemper . i know you'll get mad after you see this. sorry about that.

Clown: LOLZ, haiiya~ XD lolz, come mahh blogg walkwalk ah? hiakhiak, missed ur sushi T_T

farah: ahha, ur my diamond ady wad . :] ahhas. :] the most precious diamondi have ever had . so i relli scared to lose you more than ever, and thats truth .__. lurbb ya <33

Shi-shi: annyeong~~ i miss you lahhs, take care of yourself ahhs, and ttals also >.<
ShiWa: LOLZ, ue 2 oways use this name one luuhhs, bogoshipo ..

for other who tagged me but im not replyin' here, check the older message, its all inside there ! :] replied all . happy days all :]

weird mood for weird post.

2009-08-24T00:42:00.004+08:00

it is something so complicating .
my heart is like seperate into 2 .
why there is no anything that can just apply at the heart
let it to be cool down, and make it cold.
so i would be like a cold-blooded animal,

no feeling, no nothing. just nothing.

human is such a destructive, complicated, but wonderful things in this world.
yeah, i should never ever underestimate the power of love.
shouldn't start everything about love and relationship.
it is still killing me inside.
the past, and the present.

finally, kinda understand,
love is something ue cant really see it, cant really touch it,
but its all about feeling.
ue love something, ue will try ur best to go for it,
make it to be happy,
let it to be the most wonderful, the most proud one .
if ue able to own it, then keep it like a diamond,
and not seeking some other diamond that is even shiny, even touching.
and thats true love.

once i lost a diamond, and now its so close, yet it is so faraway.
its like ue can touch it but ue cant REALLY touch it .
coz it is keeping a certain distance,
that i wont able to reach forever,
a same pole of two magnets .

and now the place for me had been taken by another person, in the heart of the person.
yeah, so swiftly , so fiercely,
and it got so crap .
everything got so nonsense.
ahs.
thats sh!t.

2009-08-24T00:36:00.002+08:00

"Dear God,
If you would allow my ahhdumbb to be with me, from now to my death.
If you would allow her just be with me.
If you would allow her to change me now.
My hate.
My anger.
My jealousy.
I would gladly take it all back.
My heart.
My key.
My everything.
I would gladly to sacrifice and give her all my best."

This is so gay.

2009-08-17T16:16:00.002+08:00

I fucking hate my life .
its like everythings WORST for me is all stick to me like a magnet and metals.
WhY? ..
Dear God .
i am sincerely praying everyday and night, for just kinda the same one all the time .
Why it is all getting away from my life .

sorry . deadd mood .

thanks..

2009-08-14T17:05:00.012+08:00

this post is specially thanks for those who are really cares for me ..

- to Farah : well, you are always console me whenever im just bad mood or stuff . thanks alot .. eventually feels better today chatts with you .. and ur so understanding .. maybe one day i would open my heart again that now has been locked up for someone to love me .. hahas xD go search the key and map lorr if ue wann . :] its in somewhere else that i myself dont even noe where isit . if ue got it , maybe ue can take my heart away with you .. :P

- to Milingki licca : hahas, today is just fun chatting with you via fon whole day long . XD hope you wont feel im boring laa XD ur funny also . and thanks for listening to me .. and ue dont sadsad oso ohs. lets jiayou hor . if it got improve ue must invite me to sleep at your house and eat nice food and gaigai with me ohs, movies or gaming or kbox or redbox or pub or Whatever XD ~ andd, i will try to help ue to intro people for ue to buy ur shirt XD

- to Joyce Wugui : well, hahas. ur the first one i told the situation to ue huhs . but ue look busy and so i dint quite disturb you much . well, chat wif ue next time XD and thanks for wish me to cheer up as well . hahas, BFF are always BFF , isnt it ? hope our friendship last forever . XD !

- to Jo-anne : lolz, yea larr, ue oso bz one . sadcasee~ nevermind, although ur not physically beside me and hug me , but thanks for console me also larr :D and text me even ur busy (i think?) to ask if im okay. lolz. am i oways made ue worry ? >.< ?? too bad, maybe im still have to grow even mature to like oldman? LOLz. i duwan lehh. XD

- to jeanne : thanks for telling me that He is still there, never gives up me . prayed for her, prayed for me, prayed for everyone i appreciate and love, and prayed for you, too . :] and also thanks to try and support me even though ue never tried it before . :D hahas .

- to 91 years gehhs frens : although ue all are like dun dare to ask me much . of coz im really sad lahs, but thanks for at least cares me maybe abit . its enough for me :] thank you all . maybe hang out sometimes when ue all back . and sorry if i did ignore ue all last time coz im really busy =.=" not kena h1n1 and isolated la . tsk . curse me nia .

- to my nul-dongsaeng and ttal and skufriends : hahas, Im Alive la =.=".. well dun wory so much ohs, at least i wont suicide, maybe other things kill me, thats exception . lolz. i will take care de . hope ue all can see this post ohs . XD Nul dongsaeng, chaiyo in taekwondo . bogoshipo . and ttal too, ue 2 always be by my side also . hiakhiak XD

- to ah hui.en~ : hahas, ue added me in such a time i need frens to talk to .. well thanks also for listening me .. and yeah , ue dun so stress ohs, jia youx !! i will go support ue all at the graduation day gehhs . XD hahas , do tell me times and place hor .

- to Carmen : lolz, maybe ue noe, or maybe not . well, just for ue to know, ue did console me in some kinda way . special one, without any long great word, just simply, friend. yeah . thanks XD

well, last but not the least, sorry for let you all spend times and worry n care for me .
i really appreciate you all .. maybe without you all . i would be like a zombie--- dead.
thank you all .. *bow..*

啊啊啊啊

2009-08-14T11:31:00.002+08:00

失恋了。

2009-08-13T13:03:00.008+08:00

心痛了，因为你的不快乐。
心痛了，因为你的不安。
心痛了，因为你为了我们，哭了。

为什么变成这样了。。
那些甜蜜呢?
那些爱呢..?
都变成了回忆吗?

是什么打扰了你我的感情..?
一直等待，一直守候，一直给予的一切，
关心，担心，安慰，为你生的气，傻傻的等待你，
信息，电话，回家，回到我的身边，
开的白痴玩笑，有时的色色，有时吃了醋，
难道换来的，只是分开，放开，离开..?

为什么爱情总是不能一直，一直的这样下去呢..?
中途的问题，难道就不能一起解决，而需要放弃呢..?

我是真的真的真的很爱你，
以为付出了一切，就一定会有结果，
以为终于能够和你一直一直的走下去。

我的不安那麼沉重，
或许是我想太多
一直守候着以为会一直这样的下去的不可能。

无论你变得怎样，我都还是一心一意。
让我把你的confusion都带走，好吗？
我们答应了的，不是吗？
要一起的面对和解决问题?

我是真的把我的心交了给你。
别打碎它，好吗。。？
你还爱我吧?

2009-08-12T21:44:00.005+08:00

Back to bloggs. [long]

well, recently was VERY damn busy with those
studies,
homework,
assignment,
and competition for sku's lookin',
and nearly we having a festival of schoolwide enrichment model
"some kinda invent, create and improve the science and the life
of human . "
well, what so bad is, we did so far, tomorrow is the festival,
and eventually the school closed up, H1N1.
DANG IT . so the total sum is Wasted of Times on it .
=.=" and .. we habb the 2 weeks hols for the H1N1 .
one week for it, and 1 weeks for sku hols . XD

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we did decorate our class for the competition for sku's lookin'..
see ~
"it doesnt look like pre-uni class, but pre-sku . LOL!

this is teacher's places. the next day,
our MUET (malaysian uni english test) teacher break the glass of flower .
=.="! and stuff for decorate and paint the class in d box.

this is the main entrance ! the door is all about
loves and relationship . =.="..
"i wonder if my classmate are insane or wadeva =.="
well, our class got only 3 Male. so .. we Dont care !

they are searching dont know what . =.="

Christina is editing the info board
for biology. Dna and stuff . wadever~

and dont know what they doing .
XD pasting the paper for the board ?

search-search-searchs ..

and they are doing the info for another board too .
about the sku's mission and stuff . =.="

and yeah, prepare work are always tiring .

the class look nice but i dint take pic. forget~~
it looks like bedroom . so we sleep peacefully everytime
the teacher is boring . lOlz.

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and the festival is closed up,
so the grand history that await to be written in our sku
is postpone. to dont know when .
=.="..

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andd .
i cannot go for a BIG camp .
it's like , we have the chance to be on tv,
go to the place where the king and those minister
stay and eat with them .
ahhs !!
totally mess up by this h1N1. hate it.

but i sorta glad that i cannot go, coz i scare of h1n1 too . XD

im not a superman~ :]

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yeah , finally i can rest ..

from sku thgs.
hahas. peace*

time flies . its already half August .
unbelievable . alot of things happened recently .

i even got some kinda punishment .
it's suck. and, my parent wanted to go and sue/complain
to the teacher with Minister of studies of our state,
well, =.=".. i scare the teacher will be putting revenge and attention
on me , and im not a fully follow the rules of sku eg. hair .
Lolz.
so the cases is still under considering . XD

hahas, well, tag's replied :

and happy days for ue all, thats for now XD
long post . lolz .

---------------------------

mimi > hahas, tagged ur blog, and thx for viewing me horr. XD

joyce > updated la, okayy . =.="..

jaejoong > woosh~ thanks , and who r ue actually o.o?

2009-07-26T21:56:00.004+08:00

another lonely day today ..

well, thing get back to normal again .
lonely, doing all stuff up .

sighs .

miss those times in the past when my friends especially the one is here.

hmm .

according to the news,
UiTM Dungun have 100++ H1N1 cases,
and polyteknik Dungun also infected .
im worry about my health .
my friend hope that our sku have 1 people who get that ,
and i reply him :
how about you have it ,
and ue will have a month holiday, not a week , dude .

dun think like that , c'mon .

stupid .

i hope NO1 will have it anymore ..
please , 11 things, go away ..
like sars and others disease do .
Shoo . Shoo ..
and i hope that peoples around me and all the loved one

will never get infected .
God bless you all .
and me, please >.< ..

2009-07-24T21:27:00.003+08:00

she's coming back .. but ..

i feel scared .
i dunnoe y ,
she's always not there for me whenever i need her .
everytime .
why is that so .. ?
although we're together,
i felt like im being single .

dont want to say much abt that .
well .
not in mood . c ya guys .

2009-07-22T00:46:00.003+08:00

to Farah, a special one for me.

Farah, it's been 2months since we met right .
you are a very special kind of friend to me .
yeah, ur good in chatting,
know how to made me feel relief whenever im sad,
talent in studys , music , sings, and playing games,
sport, cook, and alot more .
charming, gorgeous , and yeah, like an angel .

but what about me ?
im not a gud man,
playboy , im , before,
and lasy, stupid, and not handsome,
not funny, miserable life i have,
and unknown future .
dangers, and unsecure waiting me .
and i had given my heart away .
it's not inside me .

i cant let a frens like you, to stay in me .
you are deserve for another good man .
there's bright future waiting you,
studies, and jobs, frens and better man .
((: i wish the best of the best for you for a bright future .

you wanna be a part of my life,
it's okay as a friend, still you can, right ?
i like you . but its not love .
love and like, is not the same cases.
like it's a moon, and a sun .

we are still friend, right?
((: happy always ..

2009-07-17T01:04:00.003+08:00

Get down of heritage item .

today, morning, the tree will be Chop down
for the stupid headmaster's sake.

get a historical item since 1961 years or somethings like that la ,
until now, 17th July 2009 .
48 years old or somethings la,
wth, it's going to down .
dont you think it is a STUPID idea ?

ue wanna build a building and the space is not enough
and why ue want to get the historical heritage of the sku down
and build an useless thgs up ?
just a cover and tiang, for students own good,
but without the BIG tree, y dunch you considering based on :

the temperature rising after the tree is gone
student have no place to slack during recess
the sku is lack of somethings , identity
and no more fun for the kids around the tree
students also sad for the tree to down, y ue still want to do it ?

i really dun get the mainpoint of you headmaster.
for a sum, ue want to improve, to get the sku better,

but ur fail . Thats all .

2009-07-13T19:28:00.003+08:00

hahas.

sorry guys :D
just playing ..
it's okay not to relink me , then ue have to catch the car everytime :D
XDD
ha..
X))
hahas.
hahahass~~
llOllz.
i noe im annoying today :D
gomennasaii
mianne
dui bu qi
doi mm juu
sorry
minta maaf
pardon [ french slang ]
désolé
je regrette

aiya , duno what else for sorry already ..
lolz.

2009-07-12T01:11:00.005+08:00

i really don't understand some people with their mind so stupid that did the things out without think and eventually it's effect is upside down .
Do you think you are Clever that doing all these things just to get to use the internet?
You are actually just humiliating ur own personality and attitude , fool .
What, dont know what you did? ask my girl, and i have got some message for you if you want to know .
ask her to let you see.
Not happy?
dun go scold my girl and scold me to her and say im the one who are childish and stuff, Call me :
013-9516852 , and if you have the ball.

Im so mad and pissed by a 19 y/old K.I.D.
But maybe i shouldnt coz pissed by the K.I.D. is just getting me older in return .
so if you want to humiliate ur ownself, please go on .
no offence, just want you to be a ROTTEN people up of this world .
and better rot off this world, without anything left to be a problems to this world.
even ur parent are glad that they just have no nid to take care and worry about you.
and eventually you are able to be good to us coz ue :
saves our oxygen, water, space, and stop supplying Carbon Dioxide, and problems to this world .

peace to the world, ue save it if ue rotten up .
go on, sucker. o0o

2009-07-09T00:29:00.009+08:00

aiya aiya.

long time le never update the bloggs.
so going up for a post .
:D

these days, im getting really lasy for no reason.
hahas. but i think is tired la.
things go fuck up everyday .
work, job, and stuff la .
life is complicating .
love those carefree time .
the time that we are nothings to worry,
the time we are happy to be ourselves .

and frens said my malay language is
Improved alot . *duhh, everyday talk in malay.

well, happy birthdays to 2 of my frens !
aikz, hope you 2 really happyhappy oways and
yeah, frens forever la. :D
and im not Ghay.
i have my girl !
So stop that shit la :D

*no offence, peace -.-v

I Dont want to hear CRAP~
BLRKS. *fuck off ~
lolz.

For those peoples who always not precious
their love one, see this :

I wont lose my diamond, because i keep it in my mind
and my heart always .

2009-07-06T00:58:00.002+08:00

If you get to my rant,
i just want to say that,
thank you so much Meredith :]]
love ya Loadss.

2009-07-05T19:08:00.004+08:00

我还在寻找
一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷
替我烦恼
为我生气为我闹 ..

2009-07-05T02:15:00.003+08:00

thank you mJ,
to tell me through ur song..
that im not alone here .. now ..
you're here with me ..
if you can hear me ..
then bring me along ..
this night ..
with you ..
to the wonderland ur staying ..

i miss you michael Jackson ..

2009-07-05T01:57:00.003+08:00

breakup is a thing to use,
or it's a thing to avoid?

2009-07-05T01:53:00.004+08:00

To you,
Is it b'coz of love,
or just a chance to me .. ?

2009-07-03T00:39:00.010+08:00

Co-curriculum and sku festival day 2.

XD
today, i bring my friend to go to the japan corner,
and guess what,
he doesnt like the taste of the food .
he said, weird la.
LOLZ.
i love japan food.
c'mon. !

this is my Breakfast !
sushi and tea XDD..
Best ! XD

*professional making sushi .. *
hahas.

*ahhs , not clear,
one more ! *

*yeahs, better ! *
*japan corner, we're playing songs of
japan, korea, english pop, and Etc !*
XDD

*see the table?
it's all food .. XD japan food,*

and my friends playing chess with my malay frens.
i tot he lose le.
how i noe, eventually, he win.
=="..
the malay steps wrong in the end .
then he win back .
*gosh.
+.+"..

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

and i attended to my piano practical lesson tday,
my teacher adopt a dog !
cute looking.. MYR 700++ ..
woo o.o..

*biting my finger..*

*sighs..
are my finger so delicious?*

*jacky playing ballss~*

*teacher caught him !
*act dead. LOLZ.

*technical problems of taking picture .. =X

Cute huhs~!

*like dolls..
act dead again .

*hello~~ im standing ..~

*hungry playing w/ ue ..
better i go get my stummy fill.. XD

And thats today .. !
i took picts of quiz and test for maths n stuff.
but eventually it's upsidedown when i upload here.
so yea, maybe next times !
gonna sleep today .
zz

2009-07-01T23:03:00.002+08:00

News for Michael Jackson ..

sad cases..
check it out if you are mJ fans or even ur not,
this news will let you change ur mind abt mJ .
he is the man, the legend, the hero, the history of
this world,
the Earth.

http://new.music.yahoo.com/michael-jackson/news/ap-exclusive-insomniac-jackson-begged-for-drug--61991012

2009-07-01T21:55:00.006+08:00

Crazy days of Yesterday, and Today.

hahas..
yeah, this weeks is co-curriculum weeks..
so yeah,
we do alot of nothings !
but other students whose participate in
activities are totally Busy til
omg, no studies.
so yea, we went to library,
and the library are so damn cold and quiet..
see what my friend doing:

*WIPE OUT*

*he dint noe i taking pictures of him..*

*and after this one, he wake up and saw i taking picts*
*and he treatened me to delete.
but ..
FAILED~~*
too bad.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

and today is ..
the first day of of cocurriculum days~

i mean, activities start today !
hahas..

too bad i go to sku too late,
and almost all activities are ended..
so yeah,
went to japan corner..
the song is so ROCK ..
and guess this 2 professionals are
cutting sushi for sales.

* MYR 2 please ! ~
take away~*

*hey hey ! dun look at the camara,
concentrate on ur jobb ~!! *

and it's delicious !
not bad for a student to make it..
sardine, cucumber, rice, wasabi, sushi nori..
XD

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

and..
dad bought CRAB today !
YESH :

*mom cook it.
wooo~~*

*in serving~*

*and delicious lil fish, vege mix and tofuu~
wooshx.>
satisfied mealss>>
gonna fat 1 kg today..
>,<

2009-06-30T19:58:00.004+08:00

Private-privates blogs>>
♥ the Rant of Us ™ ♥ ..

yeahs, due to the 2nd-admins request,
and thanks to her frens that gibb the very "BEST" Comments.
♥ the Rant of Us ™ ♥ .. had become privatess.
who are unable to get into it , or not invited, too bad. :]
afterall, we will post up alot of memories and storys and poems,
idea of loves and et cetera to share with all of yous we lovess.

and

.
kindly welcome for those who get invited,

you are so welcome to the lovely blog of us.
.

sorry for causing inconvenient to view our blog
to have approve things go on,
and yeah, and thanks for the support aniiways >,<

love ya all who really do good support and comments always.
thanks for views and support us ..

regards.
by min-min..
and for ye-ye..

2009-06-29T23:20:00.003+08:00

Problems, solution.

alot of things happened today to me.

1st :
lack of sleep.
solution : sleep?
=="

2nd :
presentation time, im the first..
and hell leader is me.. =="
solution : whatever, c'mon !.. go ahead?
=="

3rd :
sudden sickness when end-sku tday.
solution : rest and go back to sleep?
=="

4th :
mom cook so many things to eat..
solution : fat another 1 kg?
=="

5th :
our-blog got some places that is not
satisfied by some people and some say
its rou ma..
solution : private, or dun gibb a damn?
=="

hmm.. is those things a problems?
yes to me !
coz im TENTION!
lolz.

stress

tention

stress

tention

stress

tention

stress

tention

tired

tention

stress

tired

stress

tention

solution?

Good night .

LOL

(_ _)>zzzzZzZzz..

2009-06-28T20:28:00.009+08:00

sad, confuse, tired, happy ..

today is our 1 year and 5 month anniversary..
happys? or sads should i say ?

i dunnoe lorr.
in the morning, we quarrelled again.
y y y y? kiip on quarrel "?
sighx..
i really dun like the feel when we start
fighting and not happy w/ each other.
it's like ..
it making me feel down and moody.

and eventually, things solve out nicely.
and hmm ..
i duno is this what i want,
but i know this is what she want.
alright then
i step back a step, and fulfill her wish.

and ..
i guess the relationship step out another step to
a more stable one.
Love ya deardear.
Thanks lord.
for this 1 year and 5 month day.
another grow for us.

*my hand :P*

hahas..

I never knew there would be a better tomorrow
But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow

My days of sadness are a thing of the past
Because I have found true love at last

My days of emptiness are gone for good
Because you fill a void in my heart that you should

You've opened a window
You've shown me the light
And my love for you will continue to burn bright.

I awake each day with a smile
And greet it with a laugh;
The world is a treasure to me
Because of you.

Every time I think of something sad,
I replace the thought- with you!
My mind is instantly changed
And my heart is filled with gladness.

Every breath I take is meant for you,
I live this life surrounded in joy
And I bathe in the promise of your love,
My soul belongs to you.

Each time I see something beautiful
I want to take it and bring it to you;
My life has so much meaning now
All because of you.

I love you , Princess Grace.

2009-06-28T00:26:00.002+08:00

crap-1-year-and-5-month-aniversary-

with-red-wine..

hi..
red wine..
never deal w/ you like this a long time ago .

a whole glasss of wine i had finish ..
the computer seems turning left and right ..
haiiya y turn turn la ..

aiya ..
i love alcoholic drinks ..
gets me think of nothings ..
and enjoy the feels of nothings ..

everything's like yeah,
lets drink .
hahas.
c'mon ..
i want some more ..
get me some more ..

who lai drink w/ me..
lailai .. hahaS ..

2009-06-27T20:05:00.000+08:00

Great.

i will just fuck off .

2009-06-27T17:22:00.007+08:00

to my dearest friends, jiajia.

hey,
you steped out the most difficult step for you
and this is the most success things you have done.
you are not stupid
but ue are absolutely right this time.

dont feels that sad because of him
its a passage of life that you nid to go on.
lifes go on .
with or without him

cry out loud.
COL.
dun kiip up ur tears.
its s'pose to drop right now.
this is because you still a human.
a girl.
with emotion,
with soul,
with love.

i feel sorry to hear that.
but im glad that you did that.
let this break a permenant break.
a clean break.

never let he to get in back to ur world
let it be a memory for you.
and a past that you appreciate.
the man you love, is the past,
not the present.
present, he is not the one in the past anymore.

i understand, the times of love for ue 2.
the 3 years of love and memory is long .
it is great . really great.
but without love, it is meaningless to
get on ur life with him, dont you think so?

your parents love you,
so ue got on with your studies.
dun think of going kelantan or wherelse.
ue have the future.

ur friends love you.
they still cares for you,
love and couple should be one,
but friends can be thousand.

and we all love you.
this is the real meanning of love.
with cares,
with laughs,
with plays,
with jokes,
with discuss,
with talks,
with wishes
and et cetera .

so .
get your life goes on without him
we will always be by ur side,
no matter what happened.
we love you.
always do.

*sincerely,
from Min-miN .

2009-06-27T16:14:00.004+08:00

My Shops, Pantai Cafe Restaurant..

So.. long time le dint go to my shop
for lunch, since the sku off at 2.10pm.
so.. today i finally have the chance.

and the food is updated.
yo, check this out .

this is my Lunch, Nasi Goreng Minang.
and a PassionFruit milkshake w/ magic ball.
duno what is the magic ball but it's niCe !

ooo~~ Cool right. XD
its delicious !

you see the lil half-transparent balls?
thats tha Magic Ball.
Magic Ball is In Da HouSe !

and this one is a Miracle
Italian soda with blue curacao and peach!
sounds great, and taste Great too !

the best part is.
i dont have to pay for single cent.
what? what? unfair?
you dont wanna fight me,
in my extra white small tee XD

2009-06-26T20:27:00.004+08:00

Michael Jackson, R.I.P.

Jun 25, 2009

On the Sad morning of June 25,
2009 Michael Jackson was discovered
collapsed at his rental home in Los Angeles.
911 emergency services responded promptly at
12:21 pm Pacific time
arriving at 12:30 pm
to find Michael unconscious and not breathing.
He was rushed to the UCLA Medical Center
and after a brief slip into a coma
Michael was pronounced dead at 2:26pm;
the cause reported as cardiac arrest.
THE Los Angeles Police Department
has opened an investigation and
an autopsy is scheduled for Friday, June 26, 2009.

Michael lived a very colourful life
and during a short 50 years
he made an indelible mark on the planet Earth.
Whether or not you are a fan
there is nobody who can deny his impact
and the memory of him
which will persist in all of us indefinitely.
Spread the word of Michael Jackson’s legacy
and make sure everyone will always remember.
Let this application pay tribute to his immortality.
May his soul Rest In Peace.

2009-06-25T21:59:00.004+08:00

T-Sweezy is In Da House YO!

Just as you see the soft, lovely,
girl-next-door side of Taylor Swift in Love Story..
You think, she’s pretty and stuff like that.. but

Wait a minute!

Cause…now she’s a rapper yo!

this is so cool, you guys gotta check this up !

Singer to Rapper. !

“You can call me T-Sweezy now I’m a rap star!”

“What! What! I knit sweaters yo!”

Hahaha. It’s so cool! What! What! Yo! Shizzle ma nizzle!

LYRICS HERE:

Taylor Swift]

I'm like 8 foot 4,
blond hair to the floor
you shorties never thought I dreamed about rapping hardcore

no I ain't got a gun
no I never really been in a club
still live with my parents
but I'm still a thug

i'm so gangsta
you can find me baking cookies at night
you out clubbing, but I just caramel delight

t swift and t pain rappin on the same track
it's a thug story tell me can you handle that

I had a dream last night I had high-top NIkes
I had diamonds in my mouth, and diamonds on my mic

by the time I woke up
I was singing "I'M ON A BOOOOAAT"

cuz I'm a singer turned rapper
shorty I'm a make ya
straight to the top, yo

shorty I'ma take ya
you can call me T Sweezy now
I'm a rap star
it's a thug story now tell them who you are

singer turned gangsta
you don't wanna fight me
straight to the top
in my extra small white tee

t swift and t pain all up on the same track
it's a thug story tell me now can you get with that

what! what! I knit sweaters
yo!what! what! don't test me [bleep]

hey hold on, hold on
I didn't even say anything
WHAT?I said "yo"
YUP

you guys bleeped me and I didn't even say anything
I didn't even swear
SHE DIDN"T EVEN SWEAR

hello?
Ughhh.

2009-06-25T20:24:00.008+08:00

form 5 vs form 6
+ Stupid days.

since i had gotten up to
form 6..
lower 6 now,
and i had been through alilbit
difficulties and hardship of coz..

yeah, what to say?
form 6 is boring with no1 around
and it's way more difficult than i think

after get on to form 6,
i think that, form 5,
SPM is just a piece of Cake.
lolz.

hahas.

and guess what,
during biology,
my frens bored til :

Both Sleep !
left me alone.
and teacher dun even gibb a damn .
but my chem teacher saw them sleep.
ahha. and she ask me :
whats the 2 beside ue doing ?
i was like .. haha ==". .

went yamcha. yeah. See the cat? SO SMALL.

Ong so fiercely Staring at me.*shoot~*

aikz. Farewell my friends.
left me alone here.
.. sighx ..

this is for someone i love.
Princess.

2009-06-25T01:10:00.003+08:00

Oh Crap .. This is so ..

Fuck Up.
this is really shit ..

yeah,
today, i went to a place for teaching
my friend ,
how to drift..

as basic, for just in circular motion
of 360 degree,
and U-turn in front, 180 degree,
slowly,

and a 90 degree for turn in a corner.

as basic, he's okay with it.
and yeah, quite talent?
and brave of course.

and so i proceed to the 90 degree corner..
as i always do..

so in theory,
i finish teaching
and yeah,
he sorta not really get it..

well, practical time then,
we have 5 times turn back and restart coz
everytime get to the corner, there must be
car, motorcycle, around there.
its dangerous ,
so yeah,

the 5th times, i was like
hey dude, this isn't ur
virgin night.. so give it up and
lets go for a drink .

and so i lead the team,
and sorta demonstrate the way
to get the drift done.
and he folo..
yeah,
he bang into somekinda small fence
like half a tyre.
beside the road.
and his tyre bang over a big stone.
and it's out of original places.

so the car fuck up.
and his dad come and see the places,
and he's sorta know what's he doing.
*shit.*

so yeah, this is really fuck up..
i dunt know how if .
he announce i involve in this
kinda accident, to my parent..
.. haihs.
end of my life of driving.

i swear.
i wont and forever wont
teach people how to drift anymore.
so do i, i think i will not drift anymore.

2009-06-24T20:19:00.003+08:00

Everythings went wrong these days..

i dont know why,
but it's like everythings went wrong.
completely wrong..

its all about friends,
friendship, stead, times..

i dont really love the taste of being lonely
in this town, with really,
no friends to hang out.
nothings ..

everyday at home..
sleep, online , chatting,
study, homework,
piano, gaming,
quarrel, fuckup ..

and it's meanningless
its just nothings..

2009-06-23T22:52:00.004+08:00

ohs. rain.

was s'pose drifting on the street right now.
and when i get prepared.
*.. ttshhhhh .. * i was like
Rain?!
aiks..

.. today happened alot of things..
sorta hate today..
frens, work, girl..

arghs. and heyy.. !

meimei i dunnoe ue got the dog !!
KAWAII DESU NEH..

*my meimei joyce d doggiex*

*so innocent lookin'>.<*

dear:

no matter who i deal with,

my heart is already given to you

and it is forever yours.

thanks for ur forgiveness.

but i really hope you

can spend ur time

with me..

but not all the day with studies

and ur friends.

xiiaoGhost:

hey.

thanks for ur encouragement and yeah,

i appreciate everythings from ue.

million appreciate and apologise.. *bow*

2009-06-23T00:03:00.003+08:00

Another day to celebrate..

yesterday is..
*coz it's 12.07am now.*
my Dear Sister's Birthday !!
Happy Birthday Sist.
*although i wished ue in real*

tsk tsk..
well, picture upload tomorrow XD..
it's not in my computer now..

hahas.
sorta felt sad for her coz..
the place she wanna have for her dinner
is so full occupied by other Humans.

Ye-yE : Mwuahhs dear.. mizz uee llooadds ~~
Tortoise : yeah puuurfect huhs? .. replied in ur blog .
waiwai : good luck on ur Piano Exam !

2009-06-21T22:59:00.006+08:00

Happy Daddyday~

Happy Daddy day daddy !!
:]] hahas.
duno what to gibb you ad luhs.
made a origami working shirt for you.
with tie XD
hope you like it ~~

*y it's upside down? funny =.=*

and he dont wanna take picture..
haihs =.=>>
coz he is half-naked .
oh geez XDD..

*Ye-yE : dun be sobsob le kae.
ur like forget me liaw after ue got ur lappy.
sad..

*Tortoise : err. isit short enuff? =.= tagged you :D

*Jo-anne : hahas. Ue heard the sound from an Angel .

2009-06-21T00:05:00.007+08:00

i want her so bad ..

She's gone,
beside my car.
to Kampar for studies.
chased her and follow her bus
from the bustation,
until the way i have to return,
with a small lil car..
look at her waving at me..
flying kissing me,
talk to me,
look at me,
from 10 3opm to 11 o7pm..

the message she sent to me,
said that she loves me.
it makes my tears fall
like raindrops fall..
never ending..

seeing you on the bus,
my heart miss you so badly..
i miss you so badly..
everything.. i missing ..

Babe,
I love you enough to fight for you,
compromise for you, and
Sacrifice myself for you if need be.

Enough to miss you incredibly when we’re apart,
no matter what the length of time it’s
for and regardless of the distance.

Enough to believe in our relationship,
to stand by it through the worst of times,
to have faith in our strength as a couple,
and to never give up on us.

Enough to spend the rest of my life,
be there for you when you need or want me,
and never, ever want to leave you or live without you.

I love you this much.

I miss you every moment of the day,
I keep me awake just to listen you,
I keep me empty just for you to fill,
I keep me alive just to see you.

My mornings miss you,
my evening seeks you,
Where were you all these times,
Why you weren't there to wipe my tears.

Even Seconds are too long to miss you
I want to hold your hands ,
and walk a mile,
don't want to miss you, even a while..

I will wait for you..
to come back..
all the time..

i love you Felicia Grace...

2009-06-19T19:44:00.004+08:00

.,Crazy.daY,.

Yesterday,
promised my friends to go to
Steak House for Dinner.
as they are going to leave..
for studies.
*not again*

hahas.
so we went to the restaurant,
and yeah,
all eat western food,
7 oriental chicken chop,
1 lemon chicken chop,
and 2 black pepper steak~

Yeah, we got 9 ppls only,
one lemon chicken chop
is for sharing one..
which is me, and Edward.

yeah, It's is delicious.
so good XD

*opps, the end of the meal~*

and we went to a resort,
but it restrict our entrance..
*shit.

oh well..
then we went to the Beach ..
at night.
LOLz.
its quite fun luhs,
on the way,
i drive crazily,
and those girls inside
are banging here and there,
and yeah.
crazy.
=="..

*psst, dere's somethings happen
in the car..
private*
XDD

*they are wishing to take some pict..*

hahas..
and they scream
til sorethroat.
wahaha..
and we went to have a drink at
AirBuahGelasBesar
(Big Glass Fruit Juice)
and so
a day passed .

XDD

and my daddy bought me lappy!
thanks dad~

a Dell Studio 1555 .
it's nice for me..
XD

*this is my lappy~~*
*back is green in colour..*

*this is how it looks like~*

will miss ya all,
great studies for you guys.
take care:
ong, ahchen, and Edward.

((:

2009-06-16T23:12:00.003+08:00

TireD

My dark circle and
bags under my eyes
are getting serious and severe ..
~.~...

duno y so tiring these days..

t'day, the homework,
job that nid to do at sku [monitor..],
fotostate things for class,
science project,
housework,
y i have to do it all..?

i dun even have my lil time and space,
to play my piano,
slacking with frens,
eat well,
playing some video games,
sports,
and sleep.

.. this is sorta
a hard passage of life
im having right now..

.. tired in mind,
body,
soul,
physically,
mentally..

2009-06-16T00:05:00.005+08:00

.. OMG ?

Somethings funny happened today..
in my school..
early in the morning,
when i got in school,
the parking lot is like

OMG?
WHY IT'S SO FULLL OF CARR?
.. and my personal parking slot's gone.
TSK..

and well..
dere's one parking between those cars..
Yeah, my car are just fitted into it.
*glad that it's fit..*

and i go to my class for sure..

awhile then, my friends reach, too

they was laughing like mad ..
and one told me :
hey, he drive his car,
and bang into a Drain..
i was like.
WTF?

LOLZ.>
LMAO !!

and after school, i go and see ..
and..

Ta DA !! :

[OMG i CanT BELIEVE IT..]

[=.=>> so stupid ..]

[my friend also taking the scene.]

[ no offence, but it's really funny.. ] =X

p.s. Btw, the drain is just sumtin small..
after the drain, it's a big block going up one.
that's the problem.
but i forget to take the picture.
*EWW.

hahas..
god =.=..
it's like. Chaee..
d drain is so small..
i tot it's a HUGE one.
zzz
lame~

and yeah,
i try to get the car up,
first gear,
rev. to 4.5,
and WOOSH , clutch off.
and ROOOM
the car up easily.
LOLZ..

*proud* =.=>>
swttz..

not really la..
it's just ez job.
what's to proud with =.=..

2009-06-14T21:29:00.006+08:00

Back.To.School..

haihhs.
tday,
back to school day.

and you know,
being a leader of the class with only 9 ppls..
WHAT? 9 PPLS?
this is shyt right .
it was like
Omg, isit a class..
or a tutor?!
it's from 20 somethings to 9..
and guess what.
this is not the end.
3 more are going to change stream,
and 2 more might go other places
and 1 more are going Taylor.college.
so ..
matematically,
it's left 5 / 3 peoples.
in the end.
yeah.
it's ..
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious..
[word to use when dere's nth to use anymore ]

hahas.

well.
yeah,
all gone to other places for their
further studies you know.

form 6 sucks.
right?
=.=..

oh well..
heres some things im confused ..

my daddy's gonna buy laptop for me..
wee.. but ..
i dont know which laptop are better.. !

Dells..
or HP .. ?

Dells XPS^TM M1530
RM 2,999..

or ..

HP pavilion dv4

or ..

HP touchsmart tx2z??

well those laptop are just Fantastic.
but i dun know which one are more..
durable and of coz.
greater performance and services..

well..
Any Comments??
please~~

2009-06-13T00:05:00.018+08:00

Day.In.Kuantan..

hahas..

wokay ..
the very next day..
im going another town..
[ what a busy holiday.. ]

so yeah..
WOOSH,
early in the morning..
we go by new car..
toyota Vios type Sporty..
White colour !!
here is it , tada~~! :

[i noe its suck .. add on somemore nxt tym !]
alright ..
goes to text again ..

its a 2 hours car time to go there ..
and guess what ..
with my dad's fren in front,
my siblings[2], my mom and me.
at the back seat..
sweat..
its PACK ..
=.= ..

and yeah, im here ~
Kuantan..
the sun
woohs..
its hot.
lets get in ..

-.- .. omg,
my mom say i cant watch movies
since we're lack of times..
wtf?..

alright..
its boring..
eat ice-cream,
bought a new slippers..
tadaa~~>

[i lurves white.]
[its pure!]

wellx. yeah..
thats all.
and we have dinner with China friends..
Their CHINESE is just
nothings to say.
i lurves to talk chinese with them..
its COOL.
.. yeah..

another tiring day..
i dun habb a guud sleep these days..

tonight will be..
the..
...

zzz~~

2009-06-12T22:56:00.008+08:00

Day.in.Terengganu ..

hahas..

back in Dungun, my hometown
in 6.ooam..
woohx.. so early man..
my mom come and get me up ..
and i back at my home..

and guess what ..
went to Terengganu [sorta a main town ..] for appointment for teeth..
this sucks..
i dun even get a good sleep ..
!!

oh well..
the dentist help me to make 4 of my teeths..
its not painful as i think.

wow.. she's professional..
xDD

but it feels uncomfortable after done surgery..
*of coz.. doii~*

and we get lost in this Town ..
whaddahell the road changed to one-way-road,
and SO MANY HAD CHANGED..
it's like a maze..
holy crap ..

well ..
we went to chinese street for dinner..
and i saw a couple of Angmo.
lolz,
means westerners..
and my brother laugh me:
HAHAs. ue shorter than the girl .!
i say DOHX.. im chinese =.=..

hahas..
yeah, a funny day..

and tired..

..

zzzz..

2009-06-12T22:49:00.005+08:00

the.last.day..

. th
4 day

..

the times seemed so fast..
everything was going to end ..
yeah..
she study the whole morning and afternoon today..
.. wakeup at 8.00am ..
oohs.. what a morning ..
as usual .. she prepared her things up ..
and i just half-asleep half-awake..

damn it ..
i really nt wish that the time goes so fast..
sighx.. i really thanks to Lord that
gives me the times ..
to be with her..

and i went sleep again..
pig-like right ..

she back at 11.20am..
she bought me Lunch .
wee ..
since she taken the key =X

lolz.

some personal times..
*duuduu tsk tsk Piuuu~~*

and her roomate's back..
hahas..

she's a friendly people.
and kind, and warm-heart..
and happy ppl !
XD
actually talk to her is somekinda joy
although we never talk alot.
XD

.. she gone at 1.30pm..
i have to wait her until 6.30pm ..
HOW TO PASS THE TIME?

so yea..
i did alot of things.

1- search for PsP games for her
2- download themes..
3- watch movie
4- dota awhile but i lose.. crap
5- play psp..
6- message her awhile
7- chat with xin yi
8- play computer..
9- wash her shirt
10- clean the room
11- pack my things
12- daydreamms..

Hahas..

AloT right?
kakas..

.. yeah, then ..

she's back ..
Cool.. :D
simply love the time when she's back ..
and yah,
personal times again..
and..
we're going out for dinner at 8pm
since her Frens are even late..

and we went to a restaurant with class..
tot the food will be delicious and fast..
but ..
OMG no1 serves us for 20 minutes we sitting there..
SO STUPID ..

with alilbit fire..
we left the damn restaurant and went another one..
gosh.
when we get in..
it's like..

what?
a .. nothings restaurant?
all those burger and stuff..
..

oh well.. dere's chickenchoprice
.. whateva,
and a passion-fruit juice for me.
100 plus ice for her..

damn fast we ate since im late for bus..
>.

Rush back to home , take the bag,
and HUUSH~
gone for bustation..

yeah..
it's sad ..
she's lying under my shoulder..
i wanted to say somethings nice but..
i myself also sadd..

reach at bus station at 9.15pm..
the bus still havvent come..

we chat and chat .. and chat..
and the bus come at 9.30pm..
..

..

we have a hug and kiss..
but reall short enuff..
the bus is waiting..
and i step onto the bus..

all of a sudden ..
it's been like forever ..
i duno why,
and i never felt like this before..
yeah..
i saw her seperated into two..
when im on the bus..
i kiip waving my hand ..
and see her leave the bus station ..
a flying kiss from her and i return one too..
everything seems so short..
the time im at Kampar..
and now im going back..

to my dardar:
thought we will never be like this again..
but im wrong..
i never regretted i went Kampar ..
and it's the best time i ever had ..
everymoment is so precious and i really do..
remember and lock it into my heart..
and i really care of you,
adore you,
love you..

yeah..
babe..
i love you..
i will wait for you.. to come back..
back into my shoulder, my arm,
my side..
and eternity we will have,
problems we will solves,
and future we will have..

I love You, Grace..

2009-06-11T01:25:00.018+08:00

the.journey.continues..

. rd
3 day

.. well ..
dere's alot of things happen in the middle of the night .
ahhas, so early in the morning ,
she's going to her University..
aww.. 8am she's wakeup already ..

and sure im awaken by the alarm..
*ringring*
i was like ..
omg it's early man ..
and, oh ya, she's in front of me..
i cant believe that an angel can fly so low ..
>.< ..
and yeah, she did all preparing job..
bath, pack bag, clothes, hair, eyes..
you know, girls.. =X

..

and she's gone..

and im gone too,
to sleep.

..

wakewake at 2pm .. ..
WHAT ?! 2 PM ?!
OMFG THIS IS LATE .. !

..

look at fon ..
ohs, dere's helload of msg and misskol..
*dead..

..

and she's back at 3.15pm ..
plan again: going to the PARK today ..
and. .
oh ya~~ before that,
SUSHI KING in TESCO
and some stationary for her to study ..
zz

we're ready at 5pm..
and yeah.
DERE'S BUS !
KINTA BUS !
*rush for it..

wee ! Here we come, tesco~
first of all .. Sushi king !
since i Never eat anythings down into my stummy
[ not again ]~
hahas..

unbelievable..
we ate a total of RM92.50.. 2 person ..
[ yeah yeah im hungry ]
this is crazy shyt .
alright .. here's what we ate :

*opps.. picture delayed ~*
*on in few days more..*

after that, shopping~
-no crap talking-
Sorry dear,
i dint really look at the girl 3 times !
i was looking at the family wif kids
and the chef who making sushi ..
>.<>

hahs.
then, we went to the Park..
woohs. it's BIG and .. yeah, cool.
pretty cool ..

[ the scenery in the park of Westlake Kampar. ]
{wonderful isnt it .. ?}
(comment it~)

[ this is UTAR from the Park..]

[ description of the Westlake.. ]
by su dong bo~

[ this is kampar town, 19o7.. wow ! ]

[a pond with a handmade waterfall !]
{beside of the waterfall is the poem above ^~}

[ mah Princess~ kiip playing Psp.. ]

[ another small lil pond with fish inside ]

[ the pond and the waterfall and the bridge ]
its connected ..

[ a playground there ~ ]
hahas. all chicks~

[ mah deardear take one .. woot. ]
{ romantic huhs.. }

[ westlake in sunset .. ! ]

and .. all of these , we went back at o7.3opm
yeah, and we met up our frens, and
dinner~

after that ..
we went to buy my Sunglasses..
((:
WOOSH ..
i love it ..
thanks Jeffry and Mah deardear~~
*muahmuah to mah deardear ny =X

hahas..
and i fetch her for a trip ..
wee~~

after that.. we're going to the lake..
again,

but t'day are abit down in mood..
duno y?

there's no wind, nothings ..
so we're back just after a 10 minutes.. ?

.. after that, yeah, personal times again ..
for us =X

daaaaaaa.
happy day..

so a day passed ..

2009-06-11T01:00:00.015+08:00

Continue.of.the.miracle..

. nd
2 day

aww, it's early in the morning .. and we sleep til 11am somethings..
tired tired..
since ytd we sleep at 3am somethings.. hahas.
shh, We aint doing naughty~!!

preparing ourselves, and we're going to have our Lunch again.
hahs. guess what.. here's sorta small..
so dun think we're going to shopping complex or whatsoever la .
tsk tsk~~

and since the Sun are so damn HOT.

..
the end we lasy to go out already.
*ringring, Delivery~~ ..

it's quite long for the delivery man.
my stummy are KOLLING FOR HELP ~!
well, after a 35 minutes, the delivery arrived..
and we have our lunch tgether~ -.-

according to plan ..
hmm, we're going to buy bus.ticket for me
to going back Dungun and
we're going to Tesco for buying FOOD ~
wee .. i had become their hired "gourmet" chef . ahha.
Steak is ordered but dere's no beef selling but stick only..
so we changed to Mutton, Lamb Chop~

and i get my lil Princess a Black lil PsP 1000 [ fat version ]
here's the picture of it~

she's happy to heaven when she finally owned her dream.PSP ..
((: as a gift for her to UTAR studies ..

hope it goes well and never affect her studies much .. >.<

when we're back to our frens home for cook,
we get prepared of the utensil and food, and WOOSH ..
i cook alone and they sit there and chat all the way.
how unfair.
man.

=.=a..

nevermind~!

after 40 minutes.. Food is ready~
and we eat with joy.
((:

goin' back to our house after meal,
we get the psp charged and she did her blog up,
setting those template, and stuff..
im the one who s'gest idea and get some help when she need.
XDD

finally, a nice rant is up ~ !
hahs.
*sweat*

( ^ ^)"v *peace..

we went to a lake call Westlake ..
yeah, the main place of the area..
Its simply, Fascinating.
we chat alot, laugh, poke, sit,
discuss, play, enjoy ourselves in the
cascade of moon and the miracle of the nature
that is behind us..
everythings seemed wonderful ..

and yes.. it is .. [ westlake in the evening .. ]
[i cant get the pict by my fon at night.. ]
>.<>

back to home late in the night..
like about 11pm somethings la.
take my gin at my frens dere,
and we went back home ..
and so, another movies, college unrated..
a lilbit 18sx ? =.=a..
and another days has passed so fast..
i really wish the time get frozen whenever im with her..
i love you my princess..

*muahh muahhx.. <33>
*to be continue..

2009-06-11T00:29:00.016+08:00

Story in Kampar,

4days3nights of miracles..

cant believe that i can go to find my precious Princess Grace
who went studies in UTAR,Kampar..
got approve by parent, pack things up,
and im readied to go to the place of my dardar.

whoosh, depart from Dungun, my hometown, in 10.30pm in the night.

times in bus are slow,
alone in the bus, cold, nobody accompanied, nothings interesting.
and yeah, i get in Kampar there in early in the morning 6.00am..

. st
1 Day ..

the morning at there is just empty , no people around.
get to my frens there, well .
SHOCK to know that i have the luck to meet one car service in the morning,
if not.
guess i have to take 1 hr ++ times to get in there .

no crap talking

when i get in my gals room, she's taking bath.
yeah, what kind of surprise i can get to her?
hug her?
ahh noway.
poke her?
nahnah..

im just stay infront of the computer of her and wait her out.
and guess what.
WOOFs.
she's out of blank ..
ahhaha.. and i duno what to say,
and a HI pop out from my mouth.

she was shock and was like..
HEY ! WHY ARE YOU HERE?!
well .. she doesnt know that im coming. surprise!
and .. yea, you know the rest of what we will do.
no xXx of course !

the first day is just romantic and sweet.
we went to have a lunch with our frens parent.
kakas.
and yeah, what a enjoyful meal with her.
((:

back to the house, we take my luggage to her room,
and rearrange the things.

i'm staying with her~~
great.. >.<.. a lil bit shy but ahhas. its sweet. movies from russell peters in the noon while she's sleeping since she's tired.. he's hell so funny, go check it out in youtube!
here he is, a poster~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=buhbcGS-q_I&feature=rec-HM-fresh+div
and the url . hahas. promo .

Jeffry, Tianli and we 2 went a restaurant to habb our dinner.
im on her bike while she's at my backseat.
romantic huhs ~

wandering around after meal,
then going back to have a plan for the next-day-work since we have no plan
coz she duno im coming. hahas.
and she do her Rant,
Restaurant City in Facebook and
msn while i accompany her and have a lil tease on her and chatting .

and some sweet kissing, so we kol it a day..

*to be continue ..

2009-06-10T21:35:00.007+08:00

My lil First Public Bloggs

Back From Kampar to Dungun,
and create this first lil public blog..
im so sick to stand that i cant let ppl see my Private Blog..
so yea, decided to make this blog for some kinda footprint of my life..